Please don't think that. I never meant to do anything to you, Evan, you know you can't help who you love.
Things have been different between us, I can't even kiss you without feeling like a weirdo. I'm going off to college this year and you should be a sophomore. Everything about you is still 16, Evan, I can't- I can't do that. If not now, when? When I'm 25? When I'm 40? When I'm 60? Still with a 16 year old boy?
I care about you so much but you're not growing. Andi and I have been friends for 2 years now, it's not some conspiracy. As you and I grew apart, we started to like each other and I can't keep doing this.