Fred had been doing her best lately to no longer appear so miserable. If for no other reason than to not be any trouble to her friends anymore, but truth be told, she still had a great many unresolved issues. She didn't know what she was doing anymore. She mainly just felt as though she were going through the motions. Nothing truly excited her anymore. She hadn't even truly had any feelings towards other girls lately. She would flirt a little on the board, but she wasn't entirely serious about that which was why many times when someone responded positively she pushed away a bit. Cait and she had never truly dated or anything, but something about her first love dying before she had gotten over her left a hole in her heart.
After speaking with Alex she was no longer letting the guilt overcome her. She did still have some issues that she couldn't move beyond. It was for this reason she was in the school at the moment. She had found a classroom a while back that held a rather large flat screen tv. She had gotten the idea one night and wanted to see if it would work. She sat in a chair in front of the screen in order to prevent her from accidentally tripping or something while she tested this out. She wore only a black Sex Pistols tank top and a pair of jeans and her hair was pulled back in order to keep it out of her eyes.
She could hear someone in the hall singing, but decided not to worry about it. She car her phone's screen to the TV and set it before the TV so that she would be able to look into her own eyes. She stared into her eyes for a brief second before activating her illusion. Her eyes flashed yellow as they always did, and then she was in California again. The sun shone brightly down on her bringing a warm feeling along with it. She could still hear the girl's voice singing, but aside from that small issue it appeared to be working. She had managed to put herself into her own illusion. It felt a great deal different than when she did it to others though. Almost like trying to read a write an essay and watch tv at the same time. She likely wouldn't be able to hold it for long, and almost in response to her thoughts, her eyes blinked and she had returned unaware of the girl peeking in the room at her.