Winifred Jordan (warriors_gaze) wrote in st_margarets, @ 2015-08-20 06:56:00 |
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Entry tags: | character: winifred jordan, location: by the ocean |
Clearing her mind
Who: Fred and Open
When: Thursday early evening
Where: Beach
Her phone rang again, but by now the vampire girl recognized the number. More to the point, she recognized the area code. Caitlin had actually taken to using different numbers to call her lately ever since Fred blocked her cell number. She hadn't been tricked again though; however, it still put her in kind of a bad mood. She turned the phone off and pocketed it as she stepped onto the beach. There was another party not too far away, but she wasn't really up for being social. To be honest, it had been all she could do to just keep her temper in check, and since most of those people were human she didn't want to risk hurting them. Still, she was hoping a bit of time on the beach would help cheer her up a bit. Maybe even remind her of home; of course, that was prior to actually taking her first step onto the beach again and remembering that, oh yeah. This beach sucks. Still. It was better than nothing, so she stripped down to her dark blue and black bikini and headed for the water.
It was at least a little refreshing to be swimming in salt water again. Still wasn't quite the same without friends and the sun on her face, but it was at least something to get her mind off of the situation. She couldn't figure out why after so long Caitlin was calling her and trying to talk to her. It brought up annoying feelings that she had been working all summer to get rid of. She had already fallen victim during the year to idiot school girl crushes, but this was seriously ridiculous. She should hate the girl. That's what she wanted herself to believe. Caitlin had caused the worst event in Fred's life to happen, yet somewhere inside of her Fred wanted to just curl up on the couch with her best friend again in hopes that maybe she felt the same way as Fred had.
Maybe she should just let herself float away in the ocean. That would be better for everyone probably. The teachers wouldn't have to worry if she was going to go on a killing spree of all the students. Caitlin wouldn't be calling her either. She would no longer need to worry about what the people in her family would think if they discovered she was still alive as a vampire. Most importantly, she would be able to just not exist anymore, and right now that felt like a wonderful thing.
She shook the thought from her head and went under the water for a while. It was strange to be able to stay under for so long. When she was young she and her friends would compete to see who could stay under longest. Whatever. Those were stupid thoughts. Sentimental memories were pointless. They only bring unneeded emotions into the mix. She rose back up and began to head towards the shore so she could sit and just watch the night sky for a bit. Maybe school would be able to distract her better this year.