Alex's eyes narrowed. Like most Kitsune, his emotions tended to run hot and on the surface, so it was hard to keep it contained. Here was a teacher trying to tell Alex that he was wrong and even trying to flip it onto himself. The anger that Alex held for himself was that he'd been stupid enough to trust these people in the first place. He wanted to get up and walk away, but this wasn't Dallas. This was Mr. Cavanaugh and so his fists just bunched up tightly in his lap and Alex did what he could to keep himself from exploding at the man.
"Does that mean they get the right to punish me more because they didn't think I was punished enough?" Alex spat the words out angrily, "Because that's what happened. I know I'm already on Menides's shit list, so anything I say they do wouldn't be taken seriously. They've suffered enough, you see, all of them. But while Leon gets to deal with whatever he did in becoming a vampire, I get nightmares of what happened to him burned into my memory for-fucking-ever. While Ashton is getting better now, I get a nice black smudge on my spirit for what I did to him. Yeah, I'm pissed at myself for not thinking about what happened, but nobody knows shit about what happened after. Nobody except Davian because he's the only one that noticed."
There it was. The anger that exploded onto the network but Alex was doing surprisingly well to keep himself from yelling. So far it was just profanity.
"I can't talk to my head of house because he's an asshole manchild who spends more time talking about how he's engaged than he does actually seeing what's going on with his students. Does he stop to think that Davian gets bullied all the time? No. And then you have our house mentor who is dating or was dating or whatever is going on there with the guy that covered for Barclay so Barclay could use his happy tree friends to drag me into the woods and attack me all night until he felt I was punished enough. I'm not the one who took revenge on Leon for what happened and I may have taken revenge on Ashton, but am I hunting him down for what happened to me because of what I did to myself? Fuck no!"
He was trembling with anger now, "And so yeah, I call Leon out on his bullshit. He's fucking telling me to keep going, so I do. If he didn't want all of that out there, he shouldn't have acted like an asshole to other students for what his house did to Ladon. So I got angry that Hydra was going to get away with sending a shitton of spiders at Ladon, the same way they got away with what Barclay did to me and likely what they do to other people and nobody says anything because they're too scared of what Hydra kids will do to them if they do talk."