John Constantine (worksbestalone_) wrote in spinningcompass, @ 2019-11-20 02:18:00 |
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Entry tags: | !closed, genevieve black, john constantine |
Who: Genevieve Black and John Constantine.
Where: Bryn's bar.
What: Meeting up to talk.
When: A few days after this
Rating: TBD.
Open: No.
Status: Ongoing.
John had agreed to meet with Gen. He was supposed to meet her quite a number of nights ago but he was unable to. He had something he needed to do and he hadn't banked on it being as intense as it had been. He needed time to recover after what he had done in Derry. So when he was able again, he contacted Gen to apologise. He left her a text message and asked if she would meet him at Bryn's bar.
So that's where he went, hoping she would show up. Or was he? Maybe he didn't want her to show up? Why was he so hopeless? Always pushing people away, telling himself that it was best for their health and sanity. Gods, he had ruined enough lives as it was and that didn't seem to be changing any time soon. Thor was dead and gone and in a way, John felt incredibly guilty about it. The same way he felt intensely guilty about all the lives lost in his wake. Friends, people he had just met. Family... Astra was probably still the worst of them all. At least he had been able to save Desmond but Astra? No, she had changed and it was all his fault. For damning her to Hell.
John poured himself another drink at the bar and lit a cigarette while he waited, back hunched over as he sat there alone in his self induced misery.