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Letters
Before she vanished in a bright flash of light, Hope left two letters:


Dear Neville,

First I want to say that I love you. I haven't had a whole lot of solid ground here in space, but the small bit that I have had it's been around you. But. My Neville died. And I feel I've been clinging onto a ghost, not that you aren't like him, you are... But I'm not like her. I haven't been in a long time. Parts of me are broken, and will never be fixed. You don't deserve someone broken, who's half here, you deserve someone who's whole. Who's here for you, and Ruby like she should be. Who can be here. But between the prayers, the angel radio, and thoughts of people who aren't here, I can't be.

I'll miss you. But thoughts of you being here, out of His reach, will make me strong again. Keep me brave. And maybe with a little help from that Loki, we can end Him there too. I think we can do it. So I'm going back. Because if there's one thing Winchesters aren't it's cowards.

I'm leaving a bunch of feathers, if you ever need a little Angel grace hold one and pray. As long as it isn't bringing someone back, it should come true. And if you're ever close to running out, just use one to pray for more.

Love always, and
Your's forever,
Hope.




Jake,

Don't hate me, but I'm going home. Ever since Alex left I haven't been able to think of anything else. Not being able to hear them, and hearing everybody else's prayers is driving me mad. I can't answer their prayers. So I'm going some place where I can. I can help them. And with a little luck we can end Him.

I'm going home to kick Loki in the ass and end the Man once and for all. I'll keep everyone safe for you. And I promise to give Alex your love.

Enclosed are almost a literal ton of feathers. Hold one and pray if you need something that only an angel can get. I left some with Neville too. Keep him safe for me, okay?

Hasta Luego,
Hope