James Buchanan Barnes (sergeant_barnes) wrote in spinningcompass, @ 2016-07-05 01:12:00 |
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Entry tags: | !closed, !plot, steve rogers, ~bucky barnes, ~peggy carter |
Who: Bucky, Peggy, and Steve
Where: the cottage.
What: Bucky confesses.
When: After this
Rating: Badwords and screaming, talk about adultery.
Open: No
Status: Ongoing
Bucky tried to settle down. But he couldn't. He wasn't sure what triggered everything, but a good wash of epic catholic guilt just came over him. It wasn't that he hadn't remembered doing the things he did, it was more like... He hadn't felt they were wrong. Not all of them were. The hours he spent in the shower thinking of Peggy, of Steve, those weren't wrong. The things he'd done with them, like always, were treasured. It was just, that day in the gym. With Steven. He paced the length of the room. Tried sitting down on the couch, only to jump up seconds later when he'd thought he'd heard one of his spouses. He longed for a cigarette, but didn't dare even suck on an unlit one in the house. In the span of time between the last text he had chewed his fingernails down to nubs. How would they react? He was afraid. He hadn't been this scared about anything since Steve's transformation. Not even falling from the train was this heartrending. |