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It's in your moments of decision that your destiny is shaped.

I didn't even have to eat mine for the vision to appear.

BUFFY

You said before that you were given some memories from the future. How far?

	theurgy 2020-09-15 07:42 pm UTC (link)
	Regina's a complex duck. You really need to push her buttons to get a reaction these days. I just happen to push her buttons by existing. There's something to control, I suppose. Who wants to give that up? So the making up for past shit, that's you trying to fix your alter-ego's actions? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	broodysoul 2020-09-15 07:47 pm UTC (link)
	I have one of those. To be fair, we push each other's buttons by existing, curse or no curse. I'll be on the lookout for a witch that goes by Regina. Yeah, that's pretty much how it goes. He likes to leave a lot of destruction in his wake. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theurgy 2020-09-15 07:49 pm UTC (link)
	If you see her boobs before you see anything else? She's evil and you should stay away. You'll know her by the very elaborate hair. Don't we always? Think you'll ever be finished making up for it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	broodysoul 2020-09-15 07:55 pm UTC (link)
	The hair and breasts make that much of an impression, huh? No, but I think that's the point. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theurgy 2020-09-15 08:06 pm UTC (link)
	The biggest impression. It's like she grew up wanting to be a drag queen, without knowing what a drag queen was. Guilt if a powerful tool. But then if you can never make up for it, won't you get disillusioned trying? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	broodysoul 2020-09-15 08:24 pm UTC (link)
	At least she'll be hard to miss that way. At some point, probably. There's no prize at the end of the redemption rainbow,so guilt and making up for what I've done can't be the only motivation. Some days it is, but not always. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theurgy 2020-09-15 08:39 pm UTC (link)
	Oh so hard. Who says there's no prize? Where I'm from, everyone is guaranteed a happy ending. No matter what they've done. Maybe it's not a big prize, but it could be something smaller? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	broodysoul 2020-09-15 08:45 pm UTC (link)
	Guarantees of happy endings don't exist in my world. Some get one more than others; some not at all. For me, they're better as small, silver lining kind of moments. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theurgy 2020-09-15 08:52 pm UTC (link)
	And that's enough for you to keep going? Small silver linings? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	broodysoul 2020-09-15 08:55 pm UTC (link)
	For now it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theurgy 2020-09-15 09:02 pm UTC (link)
	More tolerant than I ever was. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	broodysoul 2020-09-15 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	I think it's where some of that guilt comes into play. In some circumstances. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	theurgy 2020-09-15 09:28 pm UTC (link)
	Probably. Guilt is probably a bigger motivation than responsibility. (Reply to this) (Parent)