I'd spent most of my life trying to accept the fact that I couldn't have kids and blaming myself so it was hard to wrap my head around him existing. I would like to get to know him, he seems like a good kid. The James I met before was angry....he came from a different time and didn't trust adults at all. Just Tony pretty much at first which I get since he raised them. But yeah, I do want to get to know him, I just don't want to push him, I want it to be on his terms.