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Klaus Hargreeves ([info]fourthranked) wrote in [info]somerealityweb,
@ 2020-08-07 11:18:00

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Entry tags:active: allison hargreeves, active: five hargreeves

[Hargreeves Family Texts]

>> I know its before noon, but
>> I've been thinking...
>> We should put a lock on the alcohol cabinet.

>> Also, I have a job interview.


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[info]hauntedbywhatif
2020-08-07 04:29 pm UTC (link)
» I don't have anything b I'm on it

» That's great! What's the interview for?

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[info]fourthranked
2020-08-07 04:36 pm UTC (link)
>> Probably a really good one.


>> Working at the animal shelter.

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[info]hauntedbywhatif
2020-08-07 05:37 pm UTC (link)
» I know you
» Did something specific happen?

» Do you need any help preparing?

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[info]fourthranked
2020-08-07 09:06 pm UTC (link)
>> what do you mean did something happen?
>> I've been drunk since I got here.




>> I got some drugs last night. Didn't take them. Gave them to Five.

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[info]hauntedbywhatif
2020-08-07 09:23 pm UTC (link)
» And now you don't want to be, so that's what I mean.

» Oh.

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[info]fourthranked
2020-08-07 09:28 pm UTC (link)
>> I was sober for three years, Alison.
>> but, fine, whatever. Something most have happened.

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Just Klaus
[info]hauntedbywhatif
2020-08-08 01:07 am UTC (link)
» I don't have all of this knowledge you do, cut me a break
» You were sober, but you started drinking for a reason
» I just wanted to know if you were stopping for a reason, too.

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Alison
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 01:10 am UTC (link)
>> I know. I'm sorry.

>> I'm going to be moody.

>> I may have sent someone I love to their death, by trying to stop it all.

>> I've been thinking a lot about Ben

>> I just... should probably be sober again. It's been a hell of a week.

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Klaus | Allison
[info]hauntedbywhatif
2020-08-08 01:17 am UTC (link)
» I know that feeling. I'm surprised it's not driving you to drink MORE but proud at the same time.
» I can come be moody with you whenever you want company.

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Klaus | Allison
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 01:19 am UTC (link)
>> I threw away three years of sobriety and have been drinking... none stop for like... what 8 days? It's been something...

>> To be honest, I forgot you couldn't talk and almost had you rumor me into ... not thinking about things so much.

>> I was thinking about going to lay on the roof and have a cigarette. I was going to invite you, but I probably shouldn't be encouraging bad habits.

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Klaus | Allison
[info]hauntedbywhatif
2020-08-08 01:25 am UTC (link)
» It's not gone forever. You didn't throw it away, you set it aside. Now you're picking it back up again.
» I wish What things?
» I can lay on the roof and not smoke. If you still wanted.

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Klaus | Allison
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 01:28 am UTC (link)
>> memories mostly. Things that I don't have answers too.
>> Its really nothing you should be worried about. not yet
>> I guess if you want to.

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Klaus | Allison
[info]hauntedbywhatif
2020-08-08 01:33 am UTC (link)
» Except that I worry about you
» I'd like to
» And not just because the garden up there is so nice

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Klaus | Allison
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 01:36 am UTC (link)
>> I've just been thinking about Ben a lot. Thats all. I just know he liked when I was sober.

>>The garden is pretty cool. I like to pretend I can almost see the stars up there.

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Klaus | Allison
[info]hauntedbywhatif
2020-08-08 01:41 am UTC (link)
» I think about him a lot, too. I can't believe I missed him here.
» The light pollution here is unreal.

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Klaus | Allison
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 01:43 am UTC (link)
>>I missed Dave too. Apparently.

>>This is the longest I've been without Ben's annoying voice.

>> We should get some fairy lights for the garden and pretend they're stars.

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Klaus | Allison
[info]hauntedbywhatif
2020-08-08 02:03 am UTC (link)
» I don't think I'd want her here with everything I've heard, but I'd give anything to talk to Claire for just one minute ... hear from her, I guess. Since I can't talk.

» That sounds nice. Let's do that

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Klaus | Allison
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 02:09 am UTC (link)
>> i know that one day I'll get to meet her, I just wish it had been sooner.

>> sounds good.

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Klaus | Allison
[info]hauntedbywhatif
2020-08-08 05:34 am UTC (link)
» you KNOW know, or you hope?

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[info]jumps
2020-08-07 08:18 pm UTC (link)
>> Congratulations on the job interview. When is it?

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[info]fourthranked
2020-08-07 09:06 pm UTC (link)
>> Monday.

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[info]jumps
2020-08-07 11:52 pm UTC (link)
>> Then good luck with the interview. At least you have the weekend to prepare.

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Five | Klaus
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-07 11:04 pm UTC (link)
How do you handle having so much information?

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Five | Klaus
[info]jumps
2020-08-08 12:00 am UTC (link)
Drink

Compartmentalization, but I don't recommend it for everyone.

You could try sharing it. I've been told that's sometimes helpful. Writing it down if you don't want to tell anyone. Learning to trust those who the information is about, depending on the information.

It's not easy, though. Having all that knowledge. But keeping it in doesn't always end well. As evidenced by the whole end of the world thing.

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Five | Klaus
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 12:08 am UTC (link)
My brain is half dead. It's not meant to hold this information.

It's depressing, and its not something I want the others to have to think about until they do.

I had a thought today that I could get Alison to rumor me into not thinking about it. But I don't want that either.

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Five | Klaus
[info]jumps
2020-08-08 12:13 am UTC (link)
You want to protect them, and it's hard, because you don't want the burden, either. And it weighs on you. Sound like the right ballpark?

Do you want to tell me about it? Share the burden instead of holding it all in?

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Five | Klaus
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 12:16 am UTC (link)
Yeah. Basically. Like, why make them deal with the hard parts until they have to.


You're one of the knuckleheads I'm trying not to burden, Five, remember? Even grouchy 58 year old preteens get a break once in a while.

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Five | Klaus
[info]jumps
2020-08-08 12:34 am UTC (link)
Yeah, I get that. It's rough. I had Dolores to talk to about it, but all of you are more complicated were busy would've thought I was crazy were preoc were safer were living ghosts. And I wanted to keep you living.

I've been here year. I'm closer to 59. Or am. It's complicated.

Write it down. Put it somewhere no one will find or just burn it. At least you'll get it out. And either when you're ready or more of us know, you can talk to us then.

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Five | Klaus
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 12:43 am UTC (link)
I know I've literally never said this. But ... yeah, I appreciate the whole keeping us alive thing.

as someone who has time traveled several times at this point, I'm only pretty sure that I am 34. 10 months in the late 60s. 30 years in the normal flow of time. 3 more years in the early 60s. It's confusing.

It's just that if Ben is alive
Where we really the cau
I'm just about 16 years behind the rest of you
I should ha

That could work. I'm just used to having Ben to tal or drugs

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Five | Klaus
[info]jumps
2020-08-08 01:01 am UTC (link)
I'd really like to believe this goes both ways, but sometimes I think

You guys are a pain to keep alive, but it's much preferable to other things.

I've literally had this conversation with you, and it's kind of surreal

You'd have been about 30 years and 3 months when you came back the first time. Depending on when you landed in the 60's and when you got here, it'd determine your age a bit. I'd err on the side of Not Quite 34 Yet based on what you've told me, but you can always go with 34.

If it's still too much, just know I'll listen.

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Five | Klaus
[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 01:07 am UTC (link)
I mean, I'm pretty sure I can't really die, but I'd rather not find out.


Yeah. No one really celebrates their birthday in their thirties anyway, right?


Yeah. I'm just processing things. It's been a hell of a week, Five. And there is a lot about alternate realities, and time lines that I just ... don't understand.

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Five | Klaus
[info]jumps
2020-08-08 03:33 am UTC (link)
I'm functionally immortal if my pride ever gets that big so we make a great pair.

I spent 45 years not celebrating a birthday. I can't give an accurate answer, but I can say, sure, let's go with that, if it helps.

Sometimes you don't have to. Sometimes you just have to trust that they're there. And there are a lot of theories about it, and I know it's boring to hear them, so I'll spare you any details until you need to find something you deem boring enough to put you to sleep. Even if I think they're

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[info]numbertwo
2020-08-08 08:13 pm UTC (link)
» I've got a better idea. Why don't we have no alcohol in the house?

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[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 08:26 pm UTC (link)
>>you tell Five he can't have alcohol. Or Alison. Or Vanya.

>> I'll be good.

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[info]numbertwo
2020-08-08 08:29 pm UTC (link)
» What's this job interview for?

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[info]fourthranked
2020-08-08 08:34 pm UTC (link)
>> Dog shelter. Helping take care of the pets. Cleaning cages and feeding them.

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[info]numbertwo
2020-08-08 08:40 pm UTC (link)
» Good luck.

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