lily/poe
I like a good word vomit. It's cathartic and I think it's important to do sometimes. Still, I'm glad there isn't a test.
Don't worry about me and my mom. I have very fond memories with her and she ignited the spark that made me a pilot.
There's nothing to be ashamed of, at least in my opinion. People make mistakes and stay around in relationships that are going nowhere all the time. The fact that you didn't go through with it is something you should try and be proud of. That's a huge decision and change. I just don't think a good mom would be disappointed in you for that -- or whatever age she is, a good person wouldn't judge someone based on that.