Oh...I can understand wanting to be a better person for your child and stopping at nothing to keep them safe- even at the cost of your own life. I hope that he is able to continue to do that for Hope. Second chances are rare, and I feel like we're all getting one here.
What he did to me...what he did to everyone I love, I can not forgive- which I'm sure you understand. But it is a comfort to know that we do not have to be worried about him being here.