I just don't want to hurt him. I think- No, I know that taking a step back is the right thing for both of us, and if things realign and we decide that being a couple again is both a good idea and what we both want, okay. I'm open to it. But right now...
I'm not happy. I won't be happy taking his attention away from the people he loves in order to change that, because that's changing who he is and I don't want to do that.
This being a grown up thing sucks. I want my money back.