Klara
Well, I would certainly be very happy to help you. I have some experience of what it's like for your emotions to be in control of your powers.
It could, however, I feel as though in the beginning it would be better to start off small. Possibly even one person and then a small select group all of which would need to be on the same page as far as helping you goes so that you're not unclear on what it is you need to do.