Tony | Hope
I don't really know. I've asked Josie to get it off her chest if it will help but she could always say no. And I know I said I'm worried about me but I don't care what happens to me if I'm being honest. I care that whatever happened to me is hurting the people I love.
I'm always going to lose people. I've tried shutting everyone out, I've tried making more friends, neither of those solves the problem. Losing people at home means never seeing them again. Losing them here means there's always the possibility that they'll come back but not know who I am—because of what I've done or because I don't exist where they're from.