New York gets under your skin. I don't think you ever really leave it once you're there. It's always home of some kind to people who live there. At least, that's what it's seemed like to me.
I don't blame you. That doesn't seem like a pleasant job. I'm happy for you that you don't have to do that anymore. Now you can sell juice if that's what you want or do anything else you want! ◝(^ꇴ^)◜