Bill | Lily
I wish I could find a way to get this message to you there, but maybe you'll feel it somehow even from here. It is not too late. Nothing is more important than living the life you want to live. Your mum is one of the fiercest people I know and I know with certainty that she would move the earth if you needed it. Canceling a wedding would be nothing if it meant your happiness.
I'm glad you got it off your chest. I hope you trust someone enough tomorrow to share that burden with them, too. I'm sorry you've been holding on to it for so long.