I don't know if disappointed is the right word for it...
honestly, it's been on my mind a bit today, with the kid talking about the babies. Having a kid here would be... complicated. I think.
The kids we have are absolutely, 100% the best things I could ask for. And I'm ridiculously thankful for the time we had with little Morgan. There is a part of me that wants to do all the baby things, and care for a little one, but this place... is so incredible random and sometimes dangerous and would it even be responsible to try when who knows what will happen?