InsaneJournal

Current mood:

aggravated

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WARNING: Language



[filtered to Nat Sam Wanda Carol self]

One fucking mistake. One mistake while trying to keep the damn world safe.

Apparently I can never escape it in any reality.

Must pay not only for my mistakes, but the mistakes I've made everywhere.

There are fucking demons and murderers, but I'm the---

Rhodey, you can show up any day now. I can only keep myself from shooting off my mouth so much and I can't scare embarrass the kids.

I'm trying. So over the "not cut out to be a parent" jokes. I love Peter. I care about Michelle even if she hates me. I care about fucking alternate Steve's kid.

I just want to have a party and get over the shit that happened back home.

Too much to hope for.