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Tweak says, "Tell your mom, I love her."

Klaus Hargreeves (quattuor) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-10-12 15:44:00

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active: darcy lewis, active: five hargreeves, inactive: david katz

Operation Corrupt Number Two is complete.

And dude, you're fucking heavy.

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	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 04:39 pm UTC (link)
	[...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DIEGO quattuor 2019-10-12 04:48 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, calm down. You didn't do anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 05:12 pm UTC (link)
	How do I know you're not just saying that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DIEGO quattuor 2019-10-12 05:15 pm UTC (link)
	Because you're not me, Diego. And I'm not going to let you turn yourself into me. Besides, you're a lightweight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	I haven't been doing this my entire life. It felt good to...forget. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DIEGO quattuor 2019-10-12 05:30 pm UTC (link)
	Not my whole life, Diego. But yeah, a good chunk of it. Waking up in the gutter, wondering where the last of your's money's gone while you're jonesing for your next hit as the real world's filtering in, brutal and unkind, but every once in a while you stop and wonder how the hell this happened to you. I know it does. Promise me it'll be just this once, though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 05:33 pm UTC (link)
	I know, and I don't want to fall into that trap. I just. It was The Horror, you know? I was trying to help Ben, and I was cocky and stupid and I rushed in even though I knew better, knew I couldn't defeat it. He thinks it's his fault, but it's mine. I did that to him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

DIEGO

quattuor
2019-10-12 05:49 pm UTC (link)

~~I just~~ ~~I don't know what to do~~ ~~I really~~

Wrong. It's Dad's fault.

Ever wonder what a little kindness, a little bit more sympathy, a little bit more patience would've done for us, in terms of our powers? Instead of being hooked up to brain scan machines while we sleep, being terrorized into getting that little grasp of our powers to please him, getting smacked around because we didn't play during noon and half past noon on Saturdays, being excluded because we're worthless disappointments, and pushed into doing things any normal goddamn parent wouldn't have dreamed of letting us do? And we've spent our entire lives being afraid of the Horror instead of just [...] trying to understand what it's about?

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	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 06:28 pm UTC (link)
	You mean if we'd been allowed to be and act like children? Maybe now's the time. To try and understand it. So we can help Ben. So he doesn't ~~repeat history~~ self destruct. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DIEGO quattuor 2019-10-12 06:32 pm UTC (link)
	And no murder. You know. Ben's gotta want to let us help him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 06:33 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DIEGO quattuor 2019-10-12 06:37 pm UTC (link)
	Do you know where he is? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 06:37 pm UTC (link)
	No. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DIEGO quattuor 2019-10-12 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	You know, it was a lot fucking easier when he was still a goddamn ghost. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 06:49 pm UTC (link)
	I don't disagree. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Diego quattuor 2019-10-12 07:17 pm UTC (link)
	Of course, that was back when I was in and out of rehab, jail or the hospital. Bit of a revolving door. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 07:23 pm UTC (link)
	And those days are over. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DIEGO quattuor 2019-10-12 07:37 pm UTC (link)
	I'm addict, Diego. I just [...] need a new vice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 07:40 pm UTC (link)
	I know. I wish I knew what to tell you. Maybe focus on Dave? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DIEGO quattuor 2019-10-12 07:46 pm UTC (link)
	Dave isn't a cure-all, Diego. Fighting in a war zone was [...] a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 07:49 pm UTC (link)
	I know that. I'm sorry you had to go through that. I wish...I don't know what I wish. It's obvious you love Dave and you won't know him i you hadn't gone there. But. I wish you hadn't gone there. I'd suggest boxing, but...I don't think it would be a substitute for your addictions, either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DIEGO quattuor 2019-10-12 07:59 pm UTC (link)
	The only person I ever loved and he's dead and from the past? Actually, I can't even fucking see his fucking ghost. Every other ghost, sure. Dad? Sure. Dave? No go. And I am still terrified to wake up and find him gone. Or dead. You're the only big brother who pays attention to me around here. Teach me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 08:15 pm UTC (link)
	Do you...can you...No. I don't want to know. ~~I saw her in the maze before [...] and I can't...I just miss -~~ I know. I ~~worry about that with you.~~ wish I could reassure you he's really here and not going anywhere. If you really want to learn. I'll teach you. But you're gonna get hit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DIEGO quattuor 2019-10-12 08:18 pm UTC (link)
	Patch? ~~I saw her~~ This can't be real. This place. We're all in a shared folie a deux. That's gotta be it. Just avoid my head? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	KLAUS trythingsmyway 2019-10-12 08:28 pm UTC (link)
	She's the only one I ever - It's a pretty elaborate folie a deux. No promises. But I'll try. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)