I relate a little bit. It seems I cause chaos in multiple universes and it is difficult to shake that feeling of responsibility, you know? But, no matter what? I know I want to do better and I know you do too. You already are better than whatever that other version of you did. Still, I won't tell you not to be upset about it. The feeling is involuntary. However, I will remind you -even if I have to hit you over the head- that you are one of the best dudes I know.