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Liz Ortecho is as ([info]mouthyasever) wrote in [info]somerealityrpg,
@ 2019-10-05 19:04:00

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Entry tags:inactive: liz ortecho, inactive: michael guerin

( now in the right place )
Who: Liz and Michael
What: Friendtime
Where: Their apartment
When: Backdated to Sept 29
Warning: Michael Guerin is his own warning.

Music filled the apartment and Liz danced around as she finished up with dinner. She had always enjoyed cooking, something passed down to her from her parents. It was her pleasure to cook for Max and now Michael. Making food for three instead of two wasn't too much of an adjustment, she'd found. It was actually pretty easy to adapt the potion size to fit all of them.

"Dinner is done!" She called out as she turned off the burner and began moving everything over to the table. When the curly haired alien who she knew was home didn't come out right away, she stepped and looked over towards his room. "Michael! Food!" She called out again, watching to see if he came out. The music wasn't even that loud so she knew her voice carried over it. He had to be hearing her.

Deciding not to try a third time, she finished setting the table then she walked over to the door leading to his room. She lightly knocked on it to give him a warning then she opened up the door and walked in. Right away she frowned at what she saw. "Oh Mikey" She said with a frown as she walked over to the bed there he was passed out with a beer bottle in his hand. Reaching out, she took the beer from his hand and checked his pause to make sure there wasn't anything she needed to do.

-

He'd spilled the beer, though it had dried some time ago, the smell was strong because it had spilled on his bare chest and soaked the sheets beneath him. Somehow he'd managed to hold on to the bottle, his once mangled fingers gripping it in a death grip.

He stirred when Liz pried the bottle out of his hand. Groaning, he attempted to stay in his blitzed out, drunken state of absolute numbness. It didn't last. Liz's presence jolted his brain and awareness washed over him in waves.

He opened one eye, then the other, in an attempt to glare at Liz. "Fuck off." It wasn't personal, and for that reason he didn't attach her name to it. He wasn't upset with her, didn't want to hurt her feelings or whatever. But damn it he wanted to be alone in his misery.

-

She pulled her hand back when he began stirring, standing up straight as she watched him wake up from his drunken stupor. This was a bad one, she could tell. And she knew exactly why he'd drunken himself to this point. She had been the one that opened that can of worms but he needed to know.

"No" She replied simply, letting him know she wasn't going anywhere. Sitting down on the edge of the bed, she noticed the beer on the sheets and made a note to grab them to wash next time he was out of the house. She didn't mind taking care of him like that because that was what friends did for each other.

"Is this because you two talked or just because he's here?" She wondered, not one to beat around the bush. If he didn't want to talk about it, that would be fine. She wouldn't push him but she had to ask.

-

Michael cut his eyes at her. It didn't quite work the way he wanted it to, since he was hung over and headaching badly. He sighed and fumbled around just under his bed for a bottle of nail polish remover. He chugged a few sips, buying himself a few seconds to decide what to say.

He could deny it had anything to do with Alex, but he knew she wouldn't buy it. He didn't even know how much she knew about him and Alex. He was pretty sure she knew about him and Maria. It was a big complicated mess, and even he didn't really know what to think, so how could he expect anyone else to know what to make of it?

He screwed the cap back on the acetone and set the bottle aside. He flexed his fingers and shook his hand out. He really wished Max hadn't healed his hand. He'd lived with it for ten years, and he was used to it. Now that it was healed, it ached in a whole new way, and felt constantly like it was going to sleep with the pins and needles.

"Do you know what happened to my hand? Before Max healed it, I mean." Michael moved a bit, scooting back to sit against the headboard of the bed. He dropped his hand to his lap, his other hand went into the tangle of curls on his head. "His father did it. The honorable Master Sargent Manes smashed it with a hammer. I wouldn't let Max touch it for ten years because he'd know, and Alex would know, something wasn't right with us."

-

Her face remained neutral when he narrowed his eyes at her. In fact, she moved to make herself comfortable on his bed. He'd gotten so drunk that he passed out and spilled beer everywhere so clearly, he needed a friend right now ( though he probably wouldn't admit it ). She decided, at that moment, that she was going to be that friend. Whether or not he wanted to talk, she'd be there for him.

When he asked if she knew what happened to his hand, she shook her hand as she looked down at it. She had noticed it was healed the first time they interacted here but said nothing about it because she didn't really need to ask what happened. Max had healed it, that was a given fact. It had never been her business how he had gotten hurt in the first place. She looked back up at him when he said Alex's dad smashed his hand with a hammer and her hand went up to cover her mouth as she gasped. No wonder he didn't like to ever talk about it.

"That's ... that's a lot" She finally commented as she lowered her hand down. His logic made a lot of sense to her. "So why did you let him heal it now?" She asked, assuming that was how it happened.



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[info]ineverlookaway
2019-10-05 11:43 pm UTC (link)
"I didn't." Michael sighed. He leaned his head back, bumping the headboard. He sighed. "He was riding some kind of power high after he killed Noah," Michael shrugged. "He took it upon himself to heal it, even when I told him I didn't want that." It was a sore spot with Michael. If he was going to have his hand healed, he wanted it to be his choice, it wasn't up to max to decide to play god.

His mangled hand wasn't just an old injury. It wasn't just a traumatic memory. It was a reminder. It was a symbol for Michael, of all the things he couldn't have. It was a physical representation of his life and his relationship with Alex Manes. It was part of him, his psyche, his personal identity, and Max had no right to take that away from him.

Thankfully Michael had the good sense to know it wasn't appropriate to take his frustrations out on Liz.

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[info]mouthyasever
2019-10-11 05:47 pm UTC (link)
She frowned as he told her that Max healed his hand without permission during a power trip. She hadn't even noticed that anything was off with Max that morning when she saw him. She had just been so relieved to see him after such a traumatic night, consumed by their passion and love for each other to get any red flags from him even after they had connected on a cosmic level with his handprint on her.

"That wasn't right of him to do that" She finally said after taking it all in. Yes, she loved her boyfriend but she wasn't going to sit here and support him doing that kind of thing to someone. She was not one of those girls that followed after her boyfriend blindly and supported him in everything. She called him on his crap and what Michael just told her? It was crap. He didn't get to just make choices for other people against their wishes.

"How does it feel?" She wondered, unable to stop herself from asking.

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[info]ineverlookaway
2019-10-12 05:55 pm UTC (link)
Max healing his hand would always be a difficult subject for Michael. Even as he was doing it, Michael was trying to pull away, all but begging Max not to do what he was doing. Max did it anyway, and that was something Michael could never over look. It was just one more thing on a long list of things Max had done that disregarded Michael's feelings, things Max did because Max wanted to.

It didn't change the fact that Michael loved Max like a brother, but it was another crack in the already unstable foundation between them.

"Wrong. It feels wrong, Liz." Michael held up his hand, his fingers perfectly straight, and even the skin that had been discolored from the wretched injury it suffered was normal. "I look at it and it's...it's not my hand. It feels wrong on so many levels."

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[info]mouthyasever
2019-10-19 07:10 pm UTC (link)
Though she knew he'd reject her, she reached out and took his hand as he began talking about it. Before he could jerk it away, she examined it as if she was looking for imperfections. There were none because Max had done impeccable work and it looked like no damage had ever been done. "I can see why you'd feel that way" She told him as she let hie hand go before he had the chance to get touchy about her holding onto it. "Do you still feel pain and everything else you used to feel associated with it?" She asked, interested in the psychological effects this was having on him. She couldn't help it, she was a curious soul and what happened to him really interested her.

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[info]ineverlookaway
2019-10-20 07:43 pm UTC (link)
"It aches like a toothache," Michael admitted. He sighed, and wished he hadn't dumped his beer. Smelling it was torture, because he wanted to drink it but the bottle was empty. Another sigh.

"It's like a phantom injury now. Like it's been fucked up for so long, I don't know how to function with it like this." Which he knew was fucked up. But the injury to his hand was more than just an injury. It was a physical manifestation of a lot of things. He hated that Max had taken that from him.

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[info]mouthyasever
2019-10-20 09:49 pm UTC (link)
That was exactly the kind of answer she was expecting from him but actually hearing it made her frown. If it was any other injury where his hand had been just smashed, there probably wouldn't be any phantom pain but because there was a traumatic memory attached to it, it made sense that there was.

"You'll figure it out" She replied, not sure what else to say. Moving off of the bed, she held out her hand to him in an offer to help him up. "Are you hungry? I just put dinner on the table. You can get a fresh beer with it"

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