"There was some of both mixed in there, bad and good, but it was overall... something, like you said." He finished off the shake and almost laughed a little. "I don't know about 'due' but finding a little bit of calm might be nice. We get that maybe forty-ish perfect of the time here? Depending on your version of calm, I guess."
It sure wasn't something he'd ever been able to find at home outside of his days in Wakanda - and some of those were in a cryo chamber as a Winter Soldier popsicle. But if he was being honest with himself, as much as some of their time here had its ups and downs and lots of sideways, it almost felt more manageable than the shit they dealt with at home on a regular basis.
"We might all need to be committed," Bucky said with a wry smile. He knew he didn't always have his head on straight, but that was another problem for another day. "She sometimes sucked as a therapist, but I was a shit patient so maybe it all evened out."
Bucky nodded at her offer and let the words roll around in his head while chewing the last couple bites of his burger. He hesitated in asking the question, but there was one piece he was curious about from her world. There were similarities between the two - people, powers, and even some vague crossover of events, but a lot of differences too. "Did anyone else ever take up the shield in your world? Anyone else besides Steve taking over as Captain America, I mean."