Anna was covered slightly in flour and chocolate, in the process of cleaning up while the brownies baked. She grinned when Cas's arms came around her waist. She tipped her head back against his shoulder, taking the spoon she'd had in her mouth out as she did.
The logical part of her brain -- the part that had once been the strongest when she'd had her grace -- knew that she was being overly emotional. That she was overreacting and behaving completely irrationally most of the time. She felt guilty and selfish that she sometimes didn't want Cas to go out to help out with whatever was happening in the city.
It was stupid and actually somewhat mean. And there was some guilt there too. Not only for feeling selfish, but because she wanted to be able to fight and hunt and help and besides volunteering to help Sam with the research, she felt like she was being useless with the whole portal debacle. And it wasn't exactly like she could explain to anyone why at the moment. Not that she particularly wanted to right now anyway. There was really just a bit too much going on at the moment. Besides, the people who MATTERED knew. Well. . .except maybe Claire. But Dean and Anna both knew. Because it would have just been WEIRD for them to not know at this point.
She was actually kind of amazed that Sam didn't know.
Anna grinned, putting the spoon down as Abra teleported onto the counter next to the bag Cas had set down. She tipped her head forward slightly as Cas kissed her neck.
Anna scrunched her nose up slightly at his question, raising an eyebrow as Abra reached for the bag and then shrank back at the look she gave him. "She seems to want either chocolate or potatoes," Anna said. "Which, oddly enough. Is what I'd usually crave when I was on my period."
She turned around to kiss Cas gently. "Thank you."