Wow! I had such a hard time reading this. There was several times where it got so intense that I had to take breaks. It wasn’t the bdsm part (I usually love bdsm but only when it’s consensual) but Harry’s story. I felt so much for him and his pain. It was so intense. I loved the surprise at the end, I was convinces more than ½ through that Theo was the one. I’m not sure how I feel about the story, writing and characterization was amazing and the story was riveting but it may have been too much for me, I was depressed all day while reading it, though the end was uplifting. I kinda wanted to see Gregg tortured, get his comeuppance. This is definitely a story that will stay with me for days.