I've spent my entire morning with the rest of your tale... I'm not sure if I can find any words to desrcibe how I feel. What a disturbing but brilliant story. A roller coaster on fuc*** intense emotions. I was starting to curse Severus under my breath towards the end for not giving Harry a chance; that little spark of hope I had for them had almost died. I'm rambling... see how you left me? Gah... Great work!