"There'd be no point if it will all end in disaster...or worse," he said, thinking of Sirius and his parents, Cedric and Draco's mother.
It had taken everything Harry had in him to keep Ron and Hermione close, and he allowed Leila in because he trusted them to be there for her if anything happened. Faelan had nowhere else to go. Everyone else, he kept at arm's length.
Harry sighed and put his head between his legs, folding his hands over the back of his neck. He knew he was a pathetic git, lonely and sad, but the alternative was not only causing Oliver pain, but Faelan and himself as well.