Debi nodded. "A little. I mean, I've been babysitting for years, but it's not the same - I looked after Etienne and Serafino last year and I love them, but I could give them back to Serenus and Tybalt. This - what if I'm like my mother? Or - "
This was the hard part, admitting her deepest fear. "What if things change so much that Zach and I drift apart? Babies need so much care, and I - I won't look the same no matter what - "