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Richie Trashmouth Tozier ([info]trashmouthloser) wrote in [info]snapthread,
@ 2019-10-05 23:06:00

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Entry tags:eddie kaspbrak, gamewide plot, richie tozier

Who: Richie Tozier, Eddie Kaspbrak
What: Just a couple of young punks
Where: The Loser’s Club (House)
When: October 6th, ass o’clock AM.




Richie woke with a start, which wasn’t completely uncommon because even though he was thirteen he’d Seen Some Shit and was still sort of getting used to the idea of not waking up with his heart in his mouth and the concept of something Bigger Than Him and The Rest of the World on his mind.

The first week had been kinda hard, after everything. But after that, it’d felt a little bit like super weird smooth sailing. Not that Richie had ever gone sailing but he —

Actually, scratch all of that. He blinked up at a very dark ceiling in a very undecorated and also dark room and wondered for a good long moment where all the tacked up Street Fighter and David Bowie posters had gone off to. Sure, he couldn’t see for shit in the dark, particularly not without his glasses, but even he could tell this wasn’t his room.

Except — it was? He sat up, felt around on the floor near his bed in order to find his glasses and then stuck the embarrassingly large and unfitted frames onto his face. “What the fuck,” he said, trying to sort through the cloudy thoughts in his brain. There was something about a — town? A house? His house? His —

“Eds?” He called, and god, it was high pitched and loud. Loud enough to wake the dead but all Richie really needed was Eddie. And if yelling wasn’t enough, he decided that a visit was going to have to happen too — the floors were cold against his bare feet so obviously the only way to fix that once he’d busted into Eddie’s room was to climb directly into his bed. “Oi, matey-mate, wakey wakey, top of the morning,” he said in a Voice that was possibly a little jumbled with many voices but it was early so who the fuck really cared?


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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-06 05:03 am UTC (link)
Richie Tozier didn't know how to keep his fucking mouth shut. That was the first thought that came to Eddie's mind upon hearing his best friend's voice screeching for him through an otherwise silent house. "Shut the fuck up, Rich!" He called back, just as high pitched and loud. "If you wake up my mother...!" The threat was pointless but it tumbled out anyway, fast and rushed in the same way every one of Eddie's rants were. Never mind the fact that he was being just as loud and using language that would make sure Richie was never allowed near him again and have his mouth washed out with soap.

He threw the covers back as soon as he heard his best friend practically kick his door in. His hair was a mess, he was still half asleep but it didn't stop him from giving Richie a look. One that didn't falter even as the other boy invited himself into Eddie's too big bed and proceeded to go into one of his voices. Or several. It was early. They shouldn't even be up. "I'm up." he said, reaching out to shove the other but not really trying too hard to push him away. It was more of an excuse to touch the other, to make sure he was real and there because, now that he was awake, he was beginning to notice things.

The bed was too big. The walls were too bare. The room was too empty. It was worrying. Even with the knowledge that it shouldn't be. Even with the vague memory of some town and Richie and a house. Even if he was aware that his mother wasn't there to wake up or to separate the boys and decide that Richie could never come over again. There was still that slight panic that only seemed to disappear when he looked up at his best friend. The way it always had.

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-06 05:22 am UTC (link)
It'd never even occurred to Rich that he might wake Mrs. K, and he didn't know if it was because he had no real concern about pissing Eddie's mom off, or if it was because he was so well aware that this was not Eddie's house, even when he'd just woken up. After all, if this had been a sleepover situation, Richie wouldn't have been in a different room he'd somehow considered his own in the first place. He'd have already been crammed into Eddie's, probably starfished out sideways underneath a pile of comics.

Yeah, this definitely wasn't that.

"You're not fuckin' up," Richie argued, because the more awake he got, the less sure he really was about the the fuck was up with the moment. But still, he pushed right back when Eddie pushed him, and it really wasn't much of a push at all, 'coz he kept his hand on Eddie's arm and looked right down at him so they could stare at each other for a long time. Or, well, right until Richie's glasses slid all the way off of his face and landed on Eddie's head.

Well, there they went, he decided mournfully, but didn't bother picking them back up right away. "I'm gonna call you Toto," he said, "because you're small puppy sized and also because we're not in fuckin' Kansas anymore."

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-06 05:41 am UTC (link)
"My eyes are fucking open, aren't they? I'm talking to you. If my eyes are open and I'm talking then I'm fucking away, Rich." He argued, still somewhere closer to sleep than awake but already capable of arguing a mile a minute. He was up. He was fucking up. Now that he was awake, however, he kind of wanted to go back to sleep or back to a few seconds ago when he'd been confused enough to imagine that they were home and his mother had given in. The more he lingered on vague memories and what he didn't know, the more he wanted to panic. He should probably find his inhaler, never mind the vague sense that he didn't have that or either of his fanny packs.

Staring up at Richie, knowing they were alone and safe here, even with the weird vaguely remembered house and town had a way of making his heart beat just a little faster. He knew he felt something for the other boy. Some honest affection that ran deeper than the affection he held for their other friends. Something as vulnerable as he was. He was sure he could figure it out but, then, Richie's too large glasses slipped from his face and hit him. "Ow!" He hissed, brushing the offending frames off of himself and onto the bed

That last comment was enough to earn an actual glare. "I'm not a fucking puppy." He was pretty sure he wasn't that short either. Sure, he hadn't caught up to the others yet but he was due for a growth spurt any day now.

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-06 02:57 pm UTC (link)
"That doesn't mean anything," Richie insisted, even though yes, Eddie's eyes were open and he was barreling on with his words at the speed of light which was a comfortingly familiar thing -- Richie talked a lot, but Eddie talked fast. Not everyone could keep up, but Richie could. Even though right now, there was a lot to be taking in and not all of it had to do with Eddie's fast paced fuck words (as much as he did love paying attention to that, because it was funny, and because he was so fond of when Eddie went ahead and got a little mean-sounding).

He squinted down at Eddie, everything a dark blur -- or a pale blur where his face was, and shifted enough to pull his shirt back up on his shoulder because it was too damn big, but that wasn't too weird when it came to sleeping clothes anyway, right? Probably. The joke that he'd stolen one of Eddie's mom's muu-muus was on his tongue, but he bit it back, just for now.

"Edddddiiie," he said, feeling around on the blankets with his free hand for his glasses and sort of failing. "You're right. Toto could at least fetch - Jesus help me out I can't see shit." He patted playfully at Eddie's face, even though obviously that's not where his glasses were anymore. "We got problem solving to do. This is some -- mystery shit." He felt a little weird. Like he oughta be freaking out more, but frankly Eddie was right here so it didn't feel that important. Just mildly. Like. Background stuff. They could get their happy asses out of bed and then go find Bill, and he'd probably know what to do. Bill was good for stuff like that.

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-06 10:26 pm UTC (link)
Leave it to Richie to argue with him about what he could, clearly, see. Eddie let out a frustrated groan. He wasn't about to go over this again. "It means I'm awake." He retorted. Awake and perfectly aware that things just weren't normal. He just didn't want to think about it. That fucking clown was gone, wasn't it? They'd killed it or something and everything had gone back to whatever Derry considered normal. So, whatever this was, it couldn't be that bad. Could it?

Since Richie couldn't actually see him, Eddie tilted his head to the side and allowed the corners of his mouth to turn up into the smallest of smiles. It was nice to see Richie looking smaller than he was for a change. The oddly oversized shirt too big for him. He couldn't think of why the other boy would have that on or where he'd gotten it from. He just sort of knew it belonged to Richie.

The fondness may have disappeared a little quickly when Richie's hand started patting at his face. "Cut it out! Fucking... stop!" He yelled, actually trying to avoid the hand as it patted at his face as if he'd find the glasses there or as if he really couldn't see. He didn't mind, not really. "Just sit still." He huffed, finally sitting up in bed and turning to where he'd brushed the glasses away. He picked them up and placed them on Richie's face before sliding off the side of the too big bed. His own clothing was just as comically large on him as Richie's with the addition of a pair of socks that didn't stay on his skinny legs and seemed too big for his feet. What the fuck?

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-06 10:44 pm UTC (link)
For as much as Richie should have been thinking about how this whole thing could have been another trick that It had come up with -- well. He just wasn't. Not really. They'd already killed that thing, watched It break apart and then fall down a well and this just didn't feel the same as when he'd been scared by --

By the Clown. Or the statue of big ass Paul Bunyan. Not that he talked about that bit much.

Instead he focused on the way Eddie expertly put his glasses back on for him, and how fun it was to blink at him in exaggerated adoration. "There's my handsome boy," he cooed out once his vision was back in action and everything stopped being a blur.

To be fair, Eddie was pretty cute just now in his oversized clothes, even if he seemed a little on the upset side. Which was fair. They both probably should be. But Richie just... wasn't. Not too much. Yet? He shifted, pulling his legs underneath himself so that he was sitting criss-cross-applesauce and pushed his glasses further up his nose when they started sliding down again. Too fucking big.

"If this is kidnap, someone picked the worst couple of kids for it." It didn't feel like the right explanation, even as he said it, though. This was Eddie's room. Even if it also wasn't.

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-06 11:11 pm UTC (link)
He was a little upset about the whole situation. The clothing thing seemed entirely problematic but he may have stopped processing it just a little when Richie called him handsome. Sometimes all it took to get his mind off of things was a little teasing. Something new to place his focus on. Richie had always been good at that. "Shut up..." He laughed, a rare sort of fondness in his voice this time. Something he only ever allowed in small doses and, even then, only when it was just the two of them or no one was paying attention.

He was still smiling a little as he wandered around the room, looking for other clothes. There were some but they were all too big. He noticed, somehow, that even though his clothing was big it wasn't quite as big as Richie's. Which was a little aggravating and, somehow, appropriate.

Finding nothing he could actually wear he moved to crawl back onto the bed next to Richie and looked around the rumpled bed sheets. "All the clothes are too big." He murmured. "And... my fanny packs are missing." Which was concerning. He had a number of pills he was supposed to take in the morning. Both with and without food. He wasn't sure what was going to happen if he missed them. Yes, he'd been told he was taking "gazebos" but his mother had convinced him it wasn't true. Why would she lie? She only had his best interests at heart. Right?

"They aren't the greatest kidnappers either. You walked right in without someone stopping you." He was certain they could walk right out too. No one was around to stop them. Whatever was going on it probably wasn't a kidnapping. "We should find Bill." He said, unknowingly echoing Richie's thoughts from before. "He'll know what's going on." Or just what to do. There was a reason he was the leader, after all. "Come on."

The clothing he was just going to try not to worry about. It didn't look like they had much of a choice of what they were going to be wearing anyway. He watched Richie for a few moments longer, narrowing his eyes as he tried to make sense of something. He hadn't thought about it before because, they were his glasses, of course they were. He knew that. So... why didn't they fit? "Did you get knew glasses?" Maybe they could make them stay on with a piece of rope or something tied to the frames? It wouldn't look cool but it would keep them from falling off his face.

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-06 11:44 pm UTC (link)
Richie sort of lived for those rare times, for that fondness to peek out of Eddie in a way it didn't usually when the other Losers were around -- or anyone else for that matter. He laughed right back and leaned forward until his elbows were propped on his knees and he could watch Eddie do an impromptu and very boring fashion show. The clothes were all too big, even being held up instead of put on. But they did look kind of smaller than what he was wearing, so Richie figured he'd probably swap out for something new once they decided they oughta leave. To find Bill.

"You don't need the fanny packs," Richie pointed out, because he knew all about the Gazebos and how Eddie wasn't riddled with illness and madness and an allergy to literally everything like they'd always kinda believed. He bumped shoulders with his friend, maybe stayed leaning there against him, because why the hell not? "Although a belt wouldn't hurt. But yeah. Let's find Bill." There was something about that, though. Something he knew wasn't right. Like maybe they'd find a Bill, but not the Bill. Not the one they were talking about.

"New glasses?" Rich blinked through his glasses again, looking up at the frames. They were... different. Certainly a lot less coke bottle in thickness, but they were working just fine in terms of being able to see. Even if they were too big. "No. I mean. Not that I remember."

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-07 12:37 am UTC (link)
He couldn't show it in front of the others. He was already small, already sickly. He couldn't be soft too. Maybe the Losers would never actually make fun of him for being soft. They'd never said anything when he was scared, after all. He just, really, couldn't take that chance. He didn't want to be the weakest member of the group. It was bad enough that his mother was overprotective of him. He didn't need the others handling him like glass too because his feelings might get hurt.

He gave Richie a look as the other boy came to bump shoulders against him. Lean against him. It was comforting and familiar, that touch. Something he welcomed even when the others were around. Bumping against one another, brushing their arms together or leaning on one another. It was an acceptable way they could show each other affection without being obvious about it. "There's pills I need to take." He tried even though he knew it was a losing battle. Richie knew about the pills. He knew that Eddie didn't really need them and, maybe, he'd allowed his mother to convince him otherwise but there was no convincing Richie. "And what about the other one? My backup fanny pack with the band-aids and shit? You really don't think that would come in handy?" Because it would. It so would. Eddie was pretty sure there was gauze on his own face that sort of proved his point. He was just ignoring it.

Nope. Eddie wanted to focus on one thing at a time and a possible injury wasn't at the top of his list. Finding Bill was a better subject. Finding Bill and Richie.

Reaching out, Eddie touched the side of Richie's glasses, frowning at the frames. The lenses didn't magnify the other's eyes quite so much and he found he kinda missed that. "It just... it makes you look different. It's not bad. Just different." He couldn't be sure if he liked them or not but he was thinking he did. He nudged the other boy a little with an arm that probably should've still been in a cast before pulling away. "We're fucked for clothing. Do you think anyone will care if we walk around like this?"

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-07 12:56 am UTC (link)
Yeah, Eddie could keep trying all he liked, but Richie was just going to keep looking at him like he wasn't interested in all in buying what Kaspbrak was selling. It'd take a lot more than a few lost pills for Richie to ever think Eddie was anything other than a badass with a loud mouth. They'd all proven their worth, killing It. And they all had scars on their hands to prove that they'd do it again if they fucking needed to. At that thought, Richie blinked down through slowly slipping frames at the palm of his hand, the thin pink line there.

"We'll find band-aids if we need 'em," he decided, because sometimes you just needed to appease on one thing in order to get everything else right. If Eddie wanted to worry about band-aids, they'd get some motherfucking band-aids.

He squinted at Eddie through his not-bad-but-different glasses and then shrugged a little. "Well, they work," he said, as if that was all that mattered, even though they kept sliding off of his head like maybe it'd shrunk in the middle of the night. But he was pretty sure that wasn't the case, or else Eddie'd have made fun of him pretty much immediately. Which would have been fair -- you had to make fun of someone when their head was too small for the rest of them.

Sliding offa the bed, Richie went to pick up one of the smaller too big shirts and shrugged before tugging his own current shirt off to replace it. "Who cares if they care?" He asked, voice muffled in a sea of clothing. "Not like we gotta choice. Throw a belt on and everything else'll be fine." Richie didn't think he had a belt but Eddie was always more well prepared than he was. "Let's just go. This house is weird and empty."

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-07 02:24 am UTC (link)
"What about my inhaler?" He tried because he was still pretty sure he needed that. Richie might even agree. He'd seen Eddie use it enough times. Seen what he looked like when he couldn't breathe. That was real enough, wasn't it? And, anyway, it wasn't like Richie knew everything. Eddie was sick. He was rotting from the inside out. There just wasn't a pill for what he had. There was no way he could tell Richie about that.

That helped a lot. That small concession to Eddie's anxieties. "I have fucking gauze on my face. We probably need band-aids." Not that he felt like there was anything actually wrong with his face. He had some vague memory of an injury but now? He didn't know.

Richie's head hadn't shrunk. If it had Eddie would've been freaking out. He'd freak out first, worry about Richie, and then he'd probably make fun of him. You know, once he was sure that his best friend was fine and he wasn't about to die or anything. Then the teasing would start. "We could find you a piece of string? Tie it to the end of your glasses to keep them from falling to the floor and, you know, breaking." Because that was an option. "It might just make you look like my mom." He teased before slipping off the bed and running back to the pile of clothing.

The socks were to big but he was keeping them. There was no way he was going to run through the streets looking for Bill is bare feet. That's how you ended up with fucking hookworm. He really didn't want that. If the rest of this town looked like this empty house he probably wasn't going to get any kind of medical attention anytime soon. Finding a couple of belts he handed one over to Richie with a shrug. They were still too big but maybe they'd be able to make it work. "Yeah. I don't want to spend any more time in this place." He agreed.

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-07 02:59 am UTC (link)
What about the inhaler? Richie frowned thoughtfully for a moment before lifting his shoulder into the air helplessly. He didn't think Eddie needed it, really. But he had seen him get all -- panicky. The bad kind where he had to lean over and put his head between his knees, and Richie got to let himself get away with touching, petting slow comforting circles onto his back in order to feel like he was helping.

But those didn't happen that often. Not after It. So they'd probably be fine without one, if Eddie didn't have one. Speaking of other things Richie thought he'd be fine without, he reached out to pat Eddie's face gently. "What's that for anyway? Take it off. Let's see."

He flipped Eddie off for even suggesting he might look like Mrs. K, but kind of put the idea of using some string for his glasses on the back burner for now. He might actually have to do it for how liable he was to fuck them up in a situation like this.

The rest of the house was just as empty or worse, Rich realized as he looped the belt tight around his waist, and tripped barefooted over the ends of his pants (he didn't care about socks the way Eddie did). "Why do we live like this?" He asked, and it felt like a question that shouldn't have made sense but it still kind of did, weirdly. Richie frowned and yanked the front door open to daylight and a town courtyard.

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-07 03:24 am UTC (link)
That didn't help. Not at all really but, okay, he could deal with it. It wasn't like he hadn't had an asthma attack without one before. Richie had even managed to help him that time. Just... touching him. The other boy's hand rubbing a circle onto his back, gently. Probably gentler than Richie had ever been with anything until Eddie could breathe again. Until the world didn't feel like it was caving in on him along with his lungs.

Before he could tell the other he'd be able to deal with it Richie's hand was on his face, again, patting it gently. It didn't hurt so, maybe, he was fine? Reaching up he slowly pulled the tape and the gauze off to reveal... nothing. Just a smooth cheek though there was dried blood on the gauze. He'd find it grosser if he wasn't so sure it was his own. Best not to think about it or he might end up panicking.

He giggled as he was flipped off, proud of himself for thinking of it. Sure, it would be a little more clever if he'd found a way to tease Richie about his mom but this worked too. He would still insist that string was a good idea. Who knew if they'd be able to fix them if Richie broke them?

Eddie made a face as he followed after Richie, realizing just how ridiculous they both looked. They were both in clothing that was way too big, pants rolled up as much as possible and shirts looking like some oversized dress they'd slipped on. "How should I know?" It was a weird question but one that made sense. Eddie would've thought they'd have a couch, at least? Somewhere to sit together. Did they just spend their days in separate rooms hiding from each other? He didn't like the idea. In fact, he hated it enough to reach out and grab ahold of the back of Richie's borrowed shirt.

Stepping out of the house was... weird. It really wasn't what he was expecting but, at the same time, it sort of was. He both had and hadn't expected Derry to be on the otherside of the door. Their neighborhood, specifically. The fact that it wasn't was... both disappointing and expected. It was going to make their search harder. "Where do you think Bill's at?"

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-07 10:11 pm UTC (link)
No, it didn't help. But what was Richie supposed to do? Pull an inhaler out of his ass? The only way they'd end up getting one was by going to look, maybe see if this place had a pharmacy or something. And even then, it wasn't like Rich had any money and he was damn sure Eddie didn't either. Maybe they'd have to do another grab and run.

He squinted at Eddie's cheek and then raised his eyebrows and shrugged. "Nothing there. You're as smooth faced and handsome as ever, darling." That was delivered in a Voice, one that he was sure sounded like Bogart, but for the fact that he'd only ever seen snippets of those old movies in order to go off of.

Maybe they'd find a couch while they were out here looking for Bill. Richie didn't know for sure. In fact, he didn't feel like he knew much for sure. Even if he had a creeping suspicion that they weren't going to find Big Bill. "Red door?" He said, squinting thoughtfully even as he stepped out onto the cold stone of the ground. He'd regret not having socks later, probably. Why did he think that he'd find Bill behind a red door?

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-07 11:30 pm UTC (link)
Band-aids and gauze were easier to steal. An inhaler was, likely, kept in the back somewhere and they didn't have Beverly around to distract the pharmacist this time. He doubted anyone would be as interested in talking to either of them. At least, he hoped this town didn't have anyone who was as creepy as Mr. Keene but who fucking knew. Eddie had the vague sense that while he was familiar with this town he knew nothing about who else lived in it.

Richie's voices had never been very good. That one Eddie hardly recognized but he still found himself smiling a little. Maybe Richie was teasing him by calling him handsome but it was hard to be upset at the compliment. At least it was better than cute. Not that he actually minded that one either. In both cases he had Richie's attention and that was, basically, all he wanted. Cute just made him think of puppies and kittens. He didn't want to be either.

"A red door?" Eddie had no idea what that meant but he trusted Richie. If he thought they were going to find Bill behind some red door then Eddie would happily follow him without question. If he decided to hold onto his sleeve or his shirt to make sure they didn't get split up that was fine too. "I guess we can walk until we find a red door." He hoped it was soon. He could feel the cold stone through his socks. He could only imagine how Richie's feet would feel.

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-08 12:07 am UTC (link)
If Eddie liked getting the attention, Richie sort of thrived on giving it. Or, well, he thrived on those reactions he got sometimes. The cute ones where Eddie smiled like he was actually happy, or giggled like Rich'd actually said something funny. Different jokes got different reactions after all, and Richie was more used to the ones that got glares and yelling from Eddie and put upon sighs from Stan.

It was hard work, entertaining the masses.

And anyway, when he joked about Eddie being cute, he got to say stuff he really meant without being taken seriously. Richie kinda felt like he'd been doing it for so long now that it was just a part of him instead of some weird, messed up secret that he ought to be keeping from everyone and maybe even himself. It wasn't stuff that he liked to focus on too much though. Eddie wasn't the only one who could trip into a spiral of nerves -- Richie was just better at hiding it behind stupid jokes and thick framed glasses.

When Eddie grabbed hold of his sleeve, Richie twisted his hand a bit so that he could do the same thing, thin fingers twisting into the material of Eddie's way too fucking big shirt. "I dunno," he said. "I just feel like that's familiar. Like Bill lives at a place with a red door." He didn't. Obviously he didn't. Bill's house had always been a boring off-white almost grey color, but that didn't mean it wasn't a detail still stuck in Richie's mind for whatever reason.

The place wasn't big. It didn't feel like they'd have much trouble finding the place in question. "Who the fuck names a coffee shop COFFEE?" He asked, squinting at a building and trying to ignore his cold feet. They'd been through a hell of a lot worse than this, lately.

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-08 03:37 am UTC (link)
This was stupid. Walking around with their hands twisted into the material of each other's sleeves. It looked stupid. Awkward and maybe it kinda made walking around a little difficult or it hurt his fingers or something. He'd think of a reason if he had to. Eddie let go of Richie's sleeve, shaking his hand out maybe a little too aggressively. "Rich, just... leggo a minute." He said before wordlessly reaching out and taking ahold of the other's hand. It was fine. They were kids, right? Kids did this sort of thing and no one was around to say anything. Not Bowers. Not the popular kids at school. Not their own parents. It was safe.

Well, as safe as it could be all things considered. He sort of felt like his heart was about to beat right out of his chest and, maybe, he was a little too scared to look at Richie now. He didn't want to see the other boy giving him any weird looks or something. He'd rather just... explain it later if he had to? Or never. They could choose to never talk about it. Of course, the more he thought about what he was doing the more he thought it was also a stupid idea. He should take his hand back. He should.

He tried to focus, instead, on what was being said to him. It didn't sound familiar to him. Bill's house didn't have a red door. It was actually kind of a dull house but one where they spent the most time. Mostly because Bill was the leader and his parents were almost never home. "It doesn't sound familiar to me..." He admitted. Then again, Bill was closer to Richie than to him. If anyone would know it would be Richie. "Maybe it's like our house? How it isn't either of our houses but we know that one is ours?" Maybe he'd seen Bill last and that was why he knew. Anything was possible.

Eddie was mostly scanning one side of the street for a red door but whipped his head around at Richie's observation. He snorted a laugh and shook his head. "An adult." Obviously. Because adults were boring. They all lost their creativity and their heart. How else could you explain just how apathetic they'd all been to the missing children? "I hope we're not that boring when we grow up."

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-08 04:02 am UTC (link)
Okay, fine, yeah. It'd been awkward and a little stupid and it had sort of been slowing them down because no one could walk perfectly when their arm was all twisted up stupid. Something in Richie's stomach sort of dropped when Eddie shook him off -- even though he'd never admit it. Which was maybe why he was so surprised when he ended up taking his hand instead.

Richie blinked, went a little pink on the cheeks and the lobes of his ears and had a ready made excuse of how it was cold out, and his toes were chilled so of course his face had gone all -- dumb. Except Eddie was paying attention to anything but Richie's face right now, so he didn't even need to use the excuse.

And this was -- huh. Well, it was kinda nice actually. To just be able to hold on and not in the capacity where they were both reaching for and clinging to the other because they were scared witless. So Richie squeezed Eddie's hand and they just kept on walking like this was totally the more normal thing that two thirteen year old boys could possibly be doing. Anyone judging could get fucked, honestly. They didn't even know where they were. They were allowed to have something. At least, that was what Richie told himself. And he didn't quite question the they even though he usually thought of things like this as being extremely singular.

"Maybe," Rich said, but the more they wandered around, the more he was starting to think that Bill wasn't around. He felt like he'd know that -- know if any of the other Losers were around. "You think he'd just live with us, though."

He laughed at Eddie's assessment. Yeah. Definitely an adult. Probably one that thought it was funny too. How lame. "I don't think we'll ever be boring," Richie said, leaning in so that their shoulders bumped together. "At least, I won't be. I dunno about you."

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-08 11:14 pm UTC (link)
It was better this way. They didn't look stupid and they could just walk normally. At a normal pace instead of tripping over each other in an attempt to hold on. It was nice though. Sure, touching each other was normal for the two of them. They stood too close, sat too close. Their arms or legs brushing up against one another. Richie was always touching him. It was just part of their routine, something so common the Losers probably expected it as if it was part of their personality.

He still partially expected to be teased or maybe have Richie shake him off. He didn't think it would happen and he wouldn't have even considered it if he thought it was a real possibility. It never happened though. Instead, he felt Richie squeeze his hand and continue to hold it. He still didn't look at Richie, still couldn't but he smiled. He felt genuinely happy in a way that even a 13 year old Eddie was sure he could only achieve with the boy next to him. Even if thoughts like that were dangerous.

"Well, yeah, that would make more sense." Eddie agreed because, the more they did this, the more he felt like Bill wasn't there. Like maybe he wouldn't be behind the red door that stuck out in Richie's memories. "We'd all want to stick together, wouldn't we?" He was happy with just Richie but there was safety in numbers. He couldn't deny that. They were safer if they were together. "So... if we aren't going to find Bill who are we going to find behind the red door?" And should they be worried? Should Eddi try and talk Richie out of this right now?

That possible fear was momentarily forgotten as Richie's shoulder bumped against his own. The contact made him smile a little but the teasing brought an unimpressed glare. "I won't be boring." He huffed. "You'll make sure of that." They'd promised Stan they'd always be friends, hadn't they?

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-09 10:21 pm UTC (link)
Richie and Eddie hanging all over each other was pretty normal. Like a constant. The two of them doing their own personal thing was about as expected as the sun coming up in the morning, or Stan looking on in disapproval when either of them got too rambunctious. It just was. They just were.

Well. So long as Rich didn't let it go too far. Because then it'd just be him, alone.

Or that was what he'd thought anyway -- it'd been one of his concerns for a long time now. That the secrets he had, he had to keep even though he had six best friends and that was more than a lot of people had. But some things just couldn't get out into the open. Some stuff wasn't safe with anyone.

Except here he was, standing in the middle of some tiny ass little town holding hands with Eddie and that was kind of going above and beyond what normal friends did, wasn't it? No thirteen year old boys wandered around holding hands. That wasn't a thing. He felt like he ought to say something but the concept of being serious sort of made him nauseous. So he just... let it happen and didn't bring it up.

Richie didn't know who he was going to find behind the red door, and the more they focused on it, the more he was worried he was just making shit up. Like he was remembering something from a dream, or something. It didn't feel like an unsafe thought, but who really knew what that meant anyway?

He couldn't help but pause at that little huff though, the insistence that Eddie wouldn't grow up to be boring, because Richie was gonna be there, and he'd never let that happen. Even though that felt like it ought to be true, there was just...something about it that, for a short second, made Richie feel a kind of sadness that he'd never really felt before, and wasn't even really sure how to comprehend. He blinked away the watery feeling in his eyes and only gripped Eddie's hand tighter. "I think you overestimate the power of my great influence," he decided after a beat, trying to bring the levity back up within himself. "Hey, do you think we should just try the coffee shop for breakfast?" Bill felt like a lost cause, and that split second of hopelessness felt like more than enough for a lifetime.

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-10 11:53 pm UTC (link)
If Richie had brought it up there was a good chance that Eddie would've shaken off his hand like he'd been burnt and then proceeded to never, ever, hold Richie's hand ever again. He knew it wasn't normal behavior. He knew thirteen year old kids didn't just randomly hold hands with their friends no matter how lost or scared. He was pretty damn sure Richie knew it too. Knowing something, however, was different than being told something. It was different than having it pointed out. Pointing it out just brought attention to it, made it a big deal. It would force Eddie to examine what he'd done and why. Probably with more guilt and shame than Richie would've intended.

Just letting it happen was probably the better choice. If they didn't have to think about it, if Eddie wasn't confronted by what normal friends and normal boys did he wouldn't think of all the ways he wasn't normal.

The red door meant nothing to Eddie. He hadn't met anyone behind a red door. He remembered red hair on someone who probably wasn't Bev and a not so creepy house on a hill filled with doors but none of that seemed useful. None of their friends were possibly behind any of those doors and there was the feeling that, maybe, he hadn't seen a house full of doors. Maybe that was a dream. It was part of the reason he didn't bring it up. He knew it sounded crazy. He didn't want Richie telling him what he already knew.

Something seemed off though. There was a pause. A beat too long after Eddie's claim that he would never be boring because of Richie. Something like that should've been followed a little quicker by a joke. Instead the grip on his hand tightened a little before the other spoke again. Was it doubt? Did Richie think they wouldn't be friends forever? He pushed those thoughts away. Whatever was wrong (because Richie was easy to read and Eddie knew when something was troubling him) was best left alone for now. They'd woken up in a strange town with ill-fitting clothing, no parents, and no Big Bill to help them come up with a plan. They should focus on one crisis at a time before Eddie became overwhelmed and they'd have to focus on his missing inhaler.

He raised a brow when Richie mentioned the coffee shop, turning to look at it. "I don't know..." He said. "I don't have any money, do you? I mean... I don't think I have any money..."

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-11 02:02 am UTC (link)
Even if neither of them planned on confronting the situation at hand (in hand?) they could at least both find a little solace in the fact that it didn't really matter what normal friends or normal boys did anyway: they'd been branded losers since they'd been of the age where that kind of distinction was made. And they'd taken it one step further by wearing that insult like it was a brand, or a title. Not a bad thing. It was just what they were: part of the Losers Club. And they could do what they damn well pleased, because off-beat was the only way they really knew how to manage anyway.

Mind, if this was still Derry, Richie wouldn't have been so brave as to wander around town hand in hand with his best friend. He knew exactly what it meant and what it looked like, even if he wasn't saying so. But here it was so quiet, so sleepy -- well. There was no one else around to really see anyway. So he let himself have this, even if for only a short time.

He tried to shake the feeling of overwhelming badness that had nothing to do with what they were doing now, and everything to do with what they'd be doing later out of his head. Anything to clear the fog of dread. It wasn't as hard as it should have been. Eddie tended to always be able to pull him out of a funk; a special Kaspbrak talent, really.

"I don't have any money," he agreed, frowning. Even if he had, he hadn't thought to look around for his velcro wallet and he was wearing Eddie-not-Eddie's clothes. So really he had a whole lot of nothing. "Doesn't mean we can't check it out," he went on. "Maybe I can sweet talk whoever works there. Tell 'em it's for you and you're starving. They'll believe it."

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[info]ekaspbrak
2019-10-18 07:47 pm UTC (link)
Maybe it was taking it one step further in the direction of wrongness but Eddie moved his thumb. He just lightly stroked it over the skin of Richie's hand in an attempt to comfort him. He wanted to let Richie know that, whatever was wrong, it would be okay. He was there. Maybe he wasn't as brave as Bill or, literally, any of the other Losers (except Stan who tended to join him in club NOPE) but he was there. They were together. There was strength in numbers and the pair had always made a good team. Every since they met and just gravitated towards one another.

His free hand slipped into the pocket of his overly large pants, patting down the material in search of money he may have stored there and found... nothing. No inhaler, no pills, and, most importantly, no money. They were probably going to starve unless they found their parents. The idea of going back to his mother shouldn't have been as depressing as it was. She loved him. She took care of him. Wherever she was she probably had his inhaler and his pills and would have an aneurysm because he'd left without it. When he thought about her, however, he kept picturing someone who wasn't her. Someone who just looked like her with blonde hair. Something about her made Eddie incredibly uncomfortable. For a moment he clung a little tighter to Richie.

"I don't look like I'm starving. My mother..." He fell uncharacteristically silent on the topic. The thought of the woman who wasn't his mother still too fresh in his mind for him to pursue any sort of argument about being fed well or cared for. It was fine. Whoever she was, the thought of her came with the knowledge that she, like his mother, wasn't there. Neither of them were going to catch him walking hand in hand with Richie. None of that was going to met with some form of punishment involving sweeping him away and locking him up so he could never see the other boy again.

"I do want to see you try and sweet talk the adults though." He said, not believing for a second that Richie could. Maybe he was wrong. This was a new town. No one knew Richie here. No one knew them. He tugged gently at the hand in his own as he carefully stepped off the sidewalk. There were no cars. No one was going to run them over for being a couple of idiots and darting across the street.

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[info]trashmouthloser
2019-10-18 10:04 pm UTC (link)
The little thumb petting helped. Richie didn't know why (yeah, actually, he did) but was was instant soothing material. Like. Rubbing some dirt on it and walking it off or whatever it was people said to do about stuff that hurt when it wasn't a big deal. Eddie'd always been good at that, his own personal brand of reassuring --but this was better times about a million plus one.

And there was strength in numbers. Even if Bill and Mike and Bev were braver, and Ben and Stan were smarter (they'd be at the library already, no doubt), there wasn't anyone Richie would rather be with than Eddie. Because he was stubborn and resilient and really fucking funny and he was pretty good at keeping Richie out of trouble on a normal day. And maybe there were no short-shorts today, but those were usually a bonus, too.

He didn't miss when Eddie clung a little tighter, and he didn't know what was up with this place that it was making the both of them feel weird, but it was definitely a thing. And the only way Rich ever really dealt with problems was to either ignore or make fun of them. "You mother ate all the food," Richie interjected. "You kinda look starving." They both did, though. In that early teenager way that most people their age looked, like maybe they were about to hit a growth spurt. Well. Eddie would be so lucky if he found a few more inches.

"I'm plenty good at sweet talking," Richie said, darting across the road with Eds, who was being too careful for a place full of nothing. He wasn't good at sweet talking. More often than not, Richie opened his mouth and bullshit fell out and pretty much no one cared for it. But he liked to think he was.

COFFEE, it turned out, was very much lacking in employees -- although the door had been open. So money and sweet talking both seemed like a moot point, and Richie decided to test their luck by taking some of the muffins out from the little case by the front. He wasn't gonna feel bad about it. One meal down and maybe a snack later didn't seem like asking too much, particularly not when they both had so much more to be figuring out.

But they would figure it out. It'd be fine, Richie figured, because if nothing else they were in great company.

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