"Yes, it is." She agreed with a sad smile. More than just a lot to deal with really, it was too much most days. The only reason Natasha had managed to survive it was because there was something she'd had to devote herself to - Tony had left, and so many were gone, the Avengers needed someone. And Natasha had stepped up when the time came, she did her best until they'd had an actual plan and then she'd done everything she could to make sure it happened. She wasn't certain what she expected from Eddie's world but what he'd said was certainly not it. She blinked as she processed it all, trying to understand how a world like his and one like hers could be so different, before she shook her head. "I've never cared for clowns. Did you do it? Kill the immortal clown?" It wasn't quite like what she'd come from, but an impossible fight was something she knew a bit about and it sounded like Eddie had found himself in one.
She nodded, he was absolutely right about that. Natasha didn't know what might wait for her if she went back, perhaps nothing at all, if she left this place she might cease to be entirely, or maybe she'd go to something worse? The not knowing was a kind of terror that she wasn't sure she wanted to look at too closely. "Right, it's not quite so simple for some of us." And she wondered just how much of that fear Eddie could relate to as well. Or if he just didn't like the life he'd left behind.
Maybe she'd ask, but not just yet - it felt like the sort of thing you waited to tell someone, until you could call them a friend. Steve and Tony had known, just to look at them she'd seen the weight of that knowledge on them. But Eddie? He didn't know her, and she didn't want to throw that at him. Not when it looked like he was carrying plenty of his own.
Natasha grinned when Eddie laughed it was nice, that kind of connection with someone. It was good that he'd shown up here with that already, she was sure she wouldn't have been handling any of this quite as well if she'd shown up on her own. "No no, it's fine, any other terrible habits of his I should know about?" She teased him as they made their way to the house, it wasn't a long walk, the town itself was tiny, and she could see the house as soon as they passed the last row of houses just a little ways up a path that looked well used. "It doesn't look too creepy from here. Promising."