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Loki did a terrible slash upon the internet. (lie_smith) wrote in snapthread,
@ 2019-03-17 23:23:00

Entry tags:

america chavez (616), loki (616)

Who: Loki and America
What: Magic and Might
Where: The field behind the town
When: March 17, evening
Rating: Lowish

There weren’t a lot of people out there who boasted inter-dimensional travel via star-portals, and so it had taken Loki zero effort at all to figure out that the person he’d been speaking to on the communications network had been America. A little more digging had uncovered that this place was chock full of Avengers of one variety or another, although he wasn’t certain that he knew them all or that all of them knew him. He’d work those details out later, even if he didn’t usually consider himself a one thing at a time sort of being.

They’d arranged to meet in an empty spot - the field behind all the quaint little houses and buildings that was mostly being used for a scant amount of crops. He’d make sure whatever carrots were around remained relatively undamaged while they tried to work the scientific process into the workings of magic and heavy kicks. After all, what was the worst that could happen?

Well. It probably wouldn’t surprise anyone that Loki was at least vaguely interested in finding out.

He tucked some hair behind his ear and poked at the dirt with his boot while he waited for her — not unaware of the fact that he had not given his name and couldn’t be one hundred precent certain that America had realized who he was in the first place.

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Loki / America

starsandhearts
2019-03-28 03:35 am UTC (link)

America felt nearly on the verge of tears, it was not a state she often found herself in. But to have been in a place that felt so close to right, to exactly what she'd needed to get out of here only to have it snatched away at the last second - yeah that stung. And not only that but to have had that high and the resulting low right there in front of Loki who she hadn't seen in so long. It all just felt that much more overwhelming.

She sighed when she heard him, much closer than she'd have liked, but there was enough distance between them that she could take a few breaths and feel like she had a chance to pull herself back together before she closed the distance again.

"There's just that door." She said with a sigh finally. "Did Kate tell you where we ended up when we went through?" She asked, because if she thought about milk shakes or diners or anything else that they might have done back home the wall she'd built up around herself would come crumbling down around her.

"There's nothing here." That was the most maddening part, there was just nothing - just them and whatever they'd brought to this place. This wasn't the kind of life that she was made for, it was too still, to cooped up and she didn't know how to deal with that.

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Loki / America

lie_smith
2019-03-28 06:28 pm UTC (link)

Loki was not occasionally without heart - he wouldn't have judged her for any kind of emotional outburst that varied from her usual shows of annoyance and anger. This was something of a blow to both hope and ego, he found, and was rather somber about it himself.

The disappointment was nearly thick enough to reach out and touch.

"Yes," he said, wandering back over and plopping himself down on the ground beside her with no real attempt at being graceful. She'd seen him as an awkward pre-teen, there wasn't much reason for constant pretending. "Mordor. Or something like it. I assume there weren't billboard signs." Milkshakes were a more pleasant thought but for the fact that they couldn't have them.

Glancing around, Loki let out a little sniff of a noise, thoughtful and disappointed. "No," he agreed. There wasn't anything here. "And I've never wanted to try my hand at farming. On the plus side," he offered, because she seemed like maybe she needed something. "You are not without friends." Loki didn't know where Verity had disappeared to when he'd stepped through the door, and decided it was best not to worry about it.

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Loki / America

starsandhearts
2019-03-29 09:53 pm UTC (link)

"They're not big on signs in places like that, in my experience," she agreed. She felt almost hollow as they sat there together in the grass both stuck in a place that had no appeal for either one of them. To be without a part of her powers that she so depended upon without the ability to find a way back to them left her feeling out of sorts in a way that she didn't know how to deal with. You know other than shouting obscenities at the sky.

She and Loki had a complicated history, trust had never been a solid thing between them and even now it was a tenuous thing, but he had helped her - or tried - and that was something. And he was here even still, when it was obvious that her idea was not going to get them out, offering her a small measure of comfort in the reminder that she had friends here. Kate of course, but she looked at him for a moment and considered, it wasn't exactly that he'd claimed himself to be among those that she could count as a friend, but he hadn't removed himself from that space entirely either.

"Yes," Maybe there would be a day when they spoke to one another that she didn't feel like she had to consider everything she said, weighing how it might be taken and then used later. "I don't think I'd have been able to go even this long if that wasn't true." She itched to get out, to move and find something new, she liked to keep moving and this place kept her here - trapped in this one moment over and over again. "We're going to have to find something to do with ourselves here." And that was a slightly terrifying thought, she didn't know what she could contribute to this place. Coffee worked for Kate, it was pretty much who she was, but America - what did she do other than punch people?

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Loki / America

lie_smith
2019-03-31 03:05 am UTC (link)

Loki could have left, and it'd probably have been a lie if he said he hadn't considered it. But if they were stuck -- well and truly stuck -- it would have been a bad move. The kind that'd come back and bite him in the ass sooner rather than later. There were so few of them, and he and America would bump into each other again and it'd be truly awkward if he'd just left her high and dry when she was shouting swears into the sky and feeling sad.

So he stayed. And told himself that it was just a matter of being clever because self preservation went a long way.

She wasn't wrong -- this was the sort of place where friends were needed, because going it alone would be maddening. It was a strange thought because Loki often thought himself above friends (or maybe, if he was being honest -- which was not usually, unworthy of them). He might have to make more of an effort here. "Yeah," he agreed, a little wistfully. "What grabs your fancy? Not setting up a shop. Exploration, perhaps." It would be the closest thing to traveling and adventure, going through those doors.

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Re: Loki / America

starsandhearts
2019-03-31 03:44 am UTC (link)

America huffed and shook her head, no, Kate seemed better with the idea of a shop, but the thought of having a set place to be each day, at a certain time of day - no, just no. The thought alone was enough to leave her feeling trapped. But what else was there really, building a life here meant actually being here and that was something America never did very well.

She had only ever stayed just long enough in any one place before she was moving on to the next, but here in this space there wasn't leaving - not in the way she wanted. She'd have to face down these people eventually, not go with her usual punch first ask questions later, then bounce when she didn't like the answer. It meant people actually seeing her for who she was, and being that was something that America was still figuring out herself the thought of others getting a look felt vulnerable in a way she didn't enjoy.

"I suppose so." She said after a moment, "They'll need things to get this place going." To make this place more livable someone had to bring back the pieces to make it happen, the surrounding forest was well and good but it didn't provide the sort of things they were used to back home. "Kate is going to need more coffee sooner or later. What about you?" She asked, feeling a little too seen at the moment, "What will you do?"

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Loki / America

lie_smith
2019-03-31 02:03 pm UTC (link)

America had a right to be concerned. Showing ones' true face wasn't an easy thing to do -- but there was some amount of inevitability to it here, and Loki didn't care for it either. He liked keeping the cards close to his chest, to keep everyone guessing. His secrets were his own.

A place like this wouldn't have many secrets, not really.

He shook his head, considering. "The same, perhaps," he decided. Because settling in didn't seem to suit, not at the moment. Scavenging wasn't a thing he cared for either, but at least then he'd be moving around instead of staying still. "Someone is going to have to find tea, because those two wouldn't even consider it."

He stood then, because this had been enough, and neither of them were meant for heart-to-hearts. "But coffee will do for now. Come on."

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