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Alpha Peter (pbandparker) wrote in snapthread,

Peter couldn't help but make a face when Claire suggested there might be some kind of inner longing he had for Carol or maybe Carol for him? He didn't really know, but what he did know was that both he and Carol were relieved to find that the whole thing was something they could dissolve easily and move on with their lives.

"Oh god, no." He said in a rush, "That is not - not at all a thing. Carol is .... well she's great, a good friend, but her and I?" He'd been getting ready to say never gonna happen only it kind of had happened, sort of. Not really, but enough that they'd gotten married over it, which was still baffling to him. "It's not a thing. I honestly don't know what I was thinking at the time."

But he'd clearly been in a place where he wasn't doing a lot of thinking, because it'd have never have happened if he'd been doing even a little bit of that.

"You are not a filler for anything or anyone." Not Carol, not Bobby, not even MJ. "I'd have to be even more of an idiot than I already am to look at someone as amazing as you and just see a place holder." And Peter could own up to being an idiot a lot of the time. He knew how to do that really well, it was kind of his brand. But he had sort of hoped he'd figured things out well enough that he could keep the idiocy relegated to his crime fighting and not in his relationships. And here he was proving himself wrong all over again.