She was going to keep on pleading with him until she couldn't any more, Kitty was never going to give up on John - not when she'd seen all the good in him and knew he could be so much more than all of this. But she couldn't leave him, whether or not the people of this world tried something or not she was going to stay there with him through it all.
And when he stepped close she wasn't sure what he wanted, but when he wrapped his arms around her Kitty pressed as close to him as she could get wrapping herself around him and sobbing against his chest as she held on to him tightly. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." She said the words again and again needing him to hear them.
Cheating or not Kitty couldn't help it, not right then - her emotions getting the better of her and the combination of what she'd done to Piotr and then the way John had found out about it leading to all of this - it left her with no other choice but to cry.
She was supposed to be a leader and she couldn't even manage to be open with the one person in this place that she cared about the most. It was - well it was cowardly of her and her shame was overwhelming in those moments.