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Stan the Man (stanbyme) wrote in snapthread,

"Yeah," Stan agreed because well - it wasn't really about comparing here to there, well not really. Because there wasn't actually an option anymore, he'd seen to that. But it wasn't really what he was trying to say right now either, all of it was kind of strange and complex in a bad sort of way and came out even worse as he tried to make any kind of sense of it. Which was kind of the opposite of what he wanted to do when he'd sat down with Richie in the first place.

"No, no I guess that makes sense. That's good, I mean." And he wanted that to be the case for Richie too, he didn't want the rest of them to be feeling like there was nothing but a void out ahead of them. "I don't -" He started and stopped and shook his head, "No it's not like that I just am trying to figure this out. To make some kind of sense out of it. I don't want to ..." It was difficult to talk around something like this but Stan wasn't sure he could manage to talk about it either.

"I'm not going to do anything like that again, I'm just confused I guess." He sighed. "I don't know," Because that was the thing wasn't it? He'd done the deed already and there wasn't supposed to be anything else after that, but now there was and it was even more shapeless than he'd expected it to be. The afterlife was complicated.