Back in their own world, even if Tony had lived, they never would have stopped. But if they'd been like this he wondered if they'd have carved out something that belonged to just them. Maybe. It was hard to know. All Steve did know was that one more day? It was more than most people would ever get and here they were. To lose Tony now would be more, worse and really just too much to think about. So he focused on the dip of his spine, on what they had here.
Tony echoed his words and Steve looked up from where he'd been enjoying the view, smile softening his face for a moment. Because while once maybe it could have been rough and a little cold, there was too much between them. Steve reached past him into the cabinet, lube tucked behind something on the top shelf because showers were always more fun with two.
Steve lay a hand between his shoulders, pushing down to force him to bend forward and open himself up for him