No, I didn't mean...it was more of a leading question, not a you're ungrateful, Tony, look at where you are, look at where you started, etc sense. Because - I do know what you mean, that there are things, and a lot of them, and there's every reason to only feel grateful.
And then sometimes it just - it hits you, and there's no list of blessings thick enough to stack up against what happens inside your chest, when it does. I know that.