No schedule. God - that was the first thing I said, too, “are you proposing some sort of Natasha time share, because he will absolutely never go for that”, you’re so like me. I mean we’re all - together. Sometimes separately, I’m sure, but mostly - together. I know you two are in earlier stages than I am, with both of you, but...he made his interest in figuring out if it could be more than flirting very clear.
It’s all right if this isn’t something you’re interested in or if it’s too - I do know, how it sounds. But I don’t want regrets either. Saying goodbye to a future with you that day on the beach - it felt miserable. Even if I had other reasons to be happy. It felt wrong.