I will always let you know. No secrets about any of this. Can I sleep over tonight? I feel like some of this will be easier if we do that thing where we get in your blanket pile and can touch each other a lot.
And no, I know. I mean - there's a lot of truth in saying that it's about meeting the right person when it's the right time to meet them. I was different, too. I don't always like who I've been, either. I've never been angry, really, not as a baseline, but I spent a long time holding myself extremely remote, like there was no point in touching anything real.
I'd say you would have liked me less back then, too, but you always did. Maybe the thing I think about is what it would have been like to be loved like this, I guess. I think it would have made a difference. Does that make sense?