Secret Snarry Swap: Thoughts About Cock Title: Thoughts About Cock Author:gryffindorj Gift Recipient:rycolfan Rating: NC-17 Word count: 3,000 Warning(s): (highlight for spoilers) *Masturbation, dirty talk, fingering, maybe rimming, anal sex. Could be more IDK, you tell me :P* Summary/Prompt: Severus and Harry have been too busy to see each other as much as they would like. Harry makes sure they use their time together wisely. A/N: Thank you mods and beta, you are all the best.
Thoughts About Cock
"I've been so busy, I can't even remember exactly when I last saw you."
"The day after tomorrow will make it one week. Exactly."
Severus was rewarded with a smirk. They were both huddled in their cloaks. It was a particularly cold day and Harry's green tartan scarf clashed horribly with his Auror robes, but it complemented his eyes perfectly, so Severus refrained from making a comment.
"One week, really? Not longer? It felt longer to me," Harry replied.
"When I was six, I learned to tell time, and so I consider myself proficient when it comes to the subject."
"But you said a day of the week, not an exact time." Harry's eyes narrowed in that way they did when he was purposefully trying to needle Severus.
"A day is a measure of time," Severus replied curtly. "If you want it down to the minute though..." Severus pulled his hand out of his pocket and looked at his watch. "Let's see. It was a Tuesday and it's been five days since then, five times twenty-four is one hundred and twenty plus four hours because it was a little after seven in the morning on that Tuesday and now it's past eleven—"
"Alright, alright. I get it. You know down to the minute, and likely the second," Harry said with a laugh.
Severus graced him with a small, secret smile. Of course he knew it down to the minute. He had been missing Harry every second of those minutes since they had parted. He remembered the last second he had seen Harry as if it were less than a minute ago. Harry had been in only his trousers and wrinkled shirt. His shirttail had been hanging out and the shirt had not even been buttoned all the way. Severus could remember the way his beautiful sun-kissed throat had looked, the dark hairs sprinkled across his strong chest, and a hint of one of his peach-coloured nipples visible. His socks had been on, too, Severus now remembered. He'd held his shoes in one hand, with his cloak balled up under his arm. Harry had been in a reluctant hurry. He'd apologized profusely that he couldn't stay any longer, the reasons and stammered excuses still spilling from his lips up until the moment he'd Disapparated. Severus hadn't been upset but he had wanted Harry to stay as well. They were both busy men, though, and it couldn't be helped.
"In your haste you forgot this," Severus said as he pulled Harry's badge from his pocket and handed it to him. "How have you been arresting anyone without that?"
"Ron's always in such a hurry to show his, I forget I even have one," Harry said. He took the badge from Severus and the momentary brush of Harry's hand on his filled Severus with comfort as well as an ache for more.
Severus put his hand back in his pocket and balled it into a fist. He tried to will the feelings away. Later. They could do that later. Things were still new between the two of them. Yes, they had most definitely begun to explore the physical side of their relationship, but they were not at the point where Severus could say, "Bugger lunch. I want to fuck you right now." He really hoped that time would come. Regrettably, it wasn't now, no matter how much his mind insisted that yes, the time was now.
"Do you mind if we stop by my shop?" Severus said. "I need to check on a couple of my more delicate potions."
"I have to go back to work after we eat. Can you check it then? Or is now better?"
"You mean you didn't wear your uniform for my sole benefit?" Severus asked with disappointment in his tone. The disappointment wasn't about Harry's reasons for wearing his uniform. It was because their day was going to be cut short. Severus didn't want Harry to think him needy though, so he didn't complain about it openly. "Yes, I do need to check now. If you don't mind."
"Go right ahead then. I don't mind."
Severus took the turn down a small side street to his shop. The shop was tucked away and unassuming, exactly what Severus needed. He did not want customers thinking they could come in whenever they pleased. His owl order business needed a shop for legal reasons only. He neither required nor wanted foot traffic of any sort.
Severus unwarded the door and, as they stepped into the almost pitch-black shop, Harry said, "Is it always this dark in here?" Harry stepped close to him. Harry's arm pressed to his.
Severus flicked his wand, lighting the candles in the room. "I have some ingredients in the back that are photo-sensitive," Severus said and stepped away. He was still trying not to be upset that they only had enough time for lunch. It was silly to be so put out by Harry's time constraints. Severus was a busy man, too, and he understood that Harry was doing the best he could. Despite his best intentions, the dejected feeling growing in his chest wouldn't yield to reason. He wanted Harry for hours and days on end, but it was early on for them and he couldn't make a fuss about it now.
"Stay here," Severus said as he moved to the back of the shop. "I will only be a moment."
He went through the swinging door leading to the back and pretended not to see the sadness in Harry's eyes or his pout—as much as he wanted to bite that pouting bottom lip.
Severus checked his medicinal potions first. He adjusted the flame on the wound-cleaning potion so it was barely simmering. He then checked his supply of Pepperup Potion. It was coming to cold and flu season and he had to make sure he was well stocked. As he moved to the Wolfsbane, the door leading to his work room swung open and Harry was darkening his doorway.
"Sorry about my case," Harry said before Severus could tell him to go back and wait, as if Harry would listen this time. "I'm really busy and I don't want to be this busy. I want to have a leisurely lunch with you, but I can't. Work is killing me and all I want to do is sit around and think about you all day." Harry stepped all the way into the room, letting the door swing closed behind him. He moved over to stand by Severus and added, "You're a bloody distraction and I thought maybe seeing you, if only for an hour, would help."
"I think you're the one being a distraction. I told you it would only be a moment," Severus replied. He leaned over his cauldron of Wolfsbane, lightly stirring it to check the consistency.
"I didn't want to wait a moment." Harry leaned up against the table and looked at Severus. "Let me distract you." Harry pushed himself between Severus and the table, put his palms on Severus' cheeks, and pulled him in for a kiss. Harry's mouth was soft and gentle but there was an urgency behind it that made Severus grow suddenly less interested in lunch.
"I don't come into your office and lean on your desk and bother you," Severus said when the kiss broke.
"Wish you would. I wouldn't have to take matters into my own hands."
"Honestly?" Severus said arching his brow. "It's been five days."
"Five days of you flitting in my mind like some sort of hellish fairy sent to drive me mad. The other night I got home and I was dead tired but I was aching to see you. I had barely landed when I was Apparating again to your doorstep. I was mud-splattered and my robes were torn in a dozen places, and I could hardly feel my legs, but I banged on your door for fifteen minutes solid."
Severus thought about Harry, completely worn out—how his body would have been supple and almost liquid in his hands. Usually Harry was the one who pushed and urged him, more, more, more. But Harry like that, completely bending to Severus' will. That was a rare sight. Severus had him like that once. God, he wanted that again.
"I was here. Working," Severus said and hoped that it sounded like the apology he meant it to be.
"You're busy, I know. But, Merlin, I want to see you more."
Severus pulled Harry in for another kiss and then whispered against Harry's lips, "I thought you were taking matters into your own hands."
"I am," Harry said. "You've no idea."
"I think I have some idea," Severus said as he pressed his hips to Harry's. Severus had felt so bereft without Harry the past few days that he was sure he had spilled Amortentia on all of his clothes, and on his pillow. The shower, well, that was a natural place to think of Harry.
They kissed again. Severus clutched Harry's robes and slid him down along the table. He would not be happy if he had to start the Wolfsbane all over again, but then again, for Harry he'd spill every potion in the shop.
Severus reached for the clasp of Harry's cloak while Harry pushed Severus' out of the way and reached for his flies. Leave it to Harry to be impatient, but Harry's hand so close to his cock wasn't going to stop him. He didn't just want Harry's cock or arse or mouth or anything. He wanted it all, every part of Harry, so all the clothes had to go.
Severus pulled away from their kiss and manically ripped at Harry's clothes, hastily removing the layers—robes, scarf, jumper, and shirt. Severus growled with frustration at all the buttons on Harry's shirt. He was sure Harry had laughed at him, but he was too preoccupied by needing to see every inch of Harry's beautiful, pale, skin.
Harry's chest and arms were finally exposed and Severus pulled him against his body. He kissed Harry's neck as he circled one nipple with the pad of his thumb. Harry's head dropped back and a small moan escaped his lips. Severus scraped his teeth across the delicate skin of Harry's throat and Harry moaned again and rocked his hips to Severus'.
Severus dropped his hands to Harry's buckle and undid it swiftly. He ripped Harry's trousers open and pushed them and his pants halfway down his thighs. Harry's cock was thick, heavy, and hard. Severus was about to grasp it, to feel its heat and weight in his hand, but Harry pushed forward and ground himself against Severus. Harry had only managed to undo Severus' trousers, so they hung precariously from his hips, only his pants between his and Harry's bodies.
"Why do you have so many damn clothes on?" Harry said and pulled Severus in for another deep kiss.
"I thought you were going to show me how you managed without me," Severus said as he nipped at Harry's lips.
Harry's eyes flashed and he said, "I'll show you but you have to take off your clothes. I want your skin on mine."
Severus stepped back and Harry quickly toed off his shoes and kicked his trousers and pants away. Severus' hand hovered at the clasp of his cloak as Harry leaned back against the table. Severus raised his brows at him and Harry smirked in reply. Harry slid his fingers across his cock and stopped. "Go on," Harry said.
Severus undid his cloak and let it puddle to the floor around his feet. "Wrap your hand around your cock and show me," Severus said with an edge in his voice.
"Keep undressing," Harry replied as he circled his hand around his cock. Severus pulled at the buttons of his waistcoat and Harry began moving his hand back and forth.
Severus' hand moved of their own accord, undoing his buttons and removing his clothes. His eyes and mind were riveted on Harry's hand stroking his cock. Back and forth he went, the head of his cock disappearing and reappearing at slow steady intervals.
"Is that all you do?" Severus said as he took off his shirt.
"If I'm in a hurry. If not..." Harry let the words trail off as he reached for his balls with his other hand. He slowly cupped them and gently squeezed them. Severus' cock throbbed at the sight. He wanted to lick Harry from the base of his balls all the way up his cock. "Take off the rest," Harry said as he began rocking his hips into his fist.
Severus hooked his fingers in the inside of his pants and said, "Show me what you do in bed without me."
Harry looked around and then backed up against the table and lifted himself onto it. He spread his legs wide, put one finger in his mouth, and removed it. The digit glistened in the flickering light. "I finger my arse but I need to lie back to do that. Let me see your cock before I do." Severus pushed his pants and trousers down and kicked them away with his shoes and socks. "God, fuck, I love your cock," Harry said, his eyes wide with delight as he stared at Severus' groin.
Severus stroked his erection and said, "Finger your arse so I can fuck it."
Harry moaned and lay back. He spread his legs wide and slowly reached for his entrance. It was an awkward angle and Harry couldn't quite manage it. Severus stepped to him and pushed Harry's hand out of the way. "Let me," he said as he grabbed a bottle of aloe extract and poured it into his hand. He settled himself between Harry's legs and pushed one finger into his hole.
Harry moaned and arched his back, thrusting his cock into his hand. Severus slowly worked the finger in and out as he looked at Harry beneath him. Every muscle in his body was taut and his skin was flushed bright pink as he fucked into his own fist.
"Tell me what you think about," Severus said as he pushed in another finger and wrapped his free hand around his aching cock.
"You fucking me, it's all I think about," Harry groaned out as he pushed himself onto Severus' fingers and then up into his hand again.
"Nothing else?" Severus said. He pressed his thumb to the back of Harry's balls.
"I think about sucking your cock, you licking my arse, your cock in me and mine in you. Over and over," Harry said and his breath was beginning to come short.
Severus began to stroke himself faster. "I think about you all the time, too," Severus admitted. "The way you look when you ride me, bouncing up and down on me, your arse tight on me. The way your cock looks and how badly I want it in my mouth. Love when you fuck my mouth."
Harry's eyes squeezed closed and he moaned and stopped stroking his cock. "Fuck my mouth now, Severus," Harry said and lifted his head from the table to look him in the eye.
"You don't want me in your arse?" Severus said and then pushed a third finger into Harry's tight, hot entrance.
"Fuck," Harry cried out and pushed onto Severus' hand. "Yes, fuck. I want that." Severus pulled his hand out and positioned his cock at Harry's entrance. He grasped Harry's hips and pulled Harry to him as he thrust in. They both cried out at the same time.
Harry gripped the edge of the table with one hand and began stroking his cock again with the other. Severus held tight to Harry's hips and thrust into Harry again and again.
"Yes," Harry cried out and his strokes became erratic. "Yes." He was beautiful like this, naked and needy and so close to coming. Severus thrust faster. He was so close. "Yes, just like that," Harry said and then he suddenly stilled and arched his back to the point that Severus was sure he was going to break in two. His arse tightened around Severus' cock and he moaned long and loud as his cock pulsed in his hand and his come spilled over his hand and down his shaft.
Severus' legs shook with his effort. He needed release. He pounded into Harry's arse and Harry cried out more. Pleasure overtook Severus, his eyes closed, and he called out as he filled Harry.
He put his hands flat to the table on either side of Harry and tried to get more air. He was panting and he looked down at Harry, whose own quick breaths echoed his.
Harry smiled at Severus and said, "I can't wait a week again. It's too long."
"It was five days," Severus corrected.
"Still too long," Harry said. Severus pulled himself slowly out of Harry and stood up straight. Harry sat up on the table and pulled Severus to him. "Do you agree or not?"
Severus wrapped his arms around Harry, letting his hands rest on the small of his back, and said, "I suppose I do. You have to go back to work, and in an hour, I'll be wanting you again."
"I can come by after work," Harry said. "Incentive to work faster."
"You may come by," Severus said. "I can't have you missing me. Your solution does in a pinch but isn't an overall resolution."
"You'll help me solve my problem then?" Harry said and brushed his lips to Severus.
"I've an idea or two," Severus replied and kissed Harry back. "Make sure you stay in uniform."