Ah! That makes sense. I can just pretend that I got my brown-paper-wrapped parcel of smut in the mail that day. lol
Can I pick your brain? I shall assume you've said yes. I just read a Harry/Draco fic in which Harry uses infantilism to comfort himself. Can you remember the name of the Snarry fic (prob from the recent Thon) in which Harry craves the same? I recall he buys two stuffed toys, one for Teddy and one for himself, and when Severus discovers this need, he helps him. This fetish/kink/coping mechanism really hits deep when I read it.