Stu was kissing him and then his lips were empty and he opened his closed eyes, blinking, feeling Alfie flee away from him. Fingers had loosened flexively at the break of the kiss and he was stunned for a moment, looking down his own body, hard and wanting, towards the other end of the couch where Alfie had gone.
Stu swallowed hard, pulling himself up into his own corner, and he knew his face was flushed, his lips red and swollen, and he looked into Alfie's shocked eyes and felt a sinking feeling of dread.
"I'm...I'm sorry," he whispered, trying to tear his eyes away from Alfie to anything else in the room but not able to do so, "I..It was my fault. I shouldn't have..," and he couldn't finish his words, feeling guilty for somehow luring Alfie into him, at a time when Alfie was so vulnerable. He was confused by the booze slightly, but sure that his secret want of his roommate had somehow sparked this interaction between them.