napoleon solo has never seen a cow in his life (outlawthief) wrote in shipslog,
I've never had a proper relationship in my entire life. Not when I was young and in school, not while I was fighting for Uncle Sam, and not after the CIA got its talons into me.
And it was because of me, my own doing, that I never had a relationship. Whenever I started to think of someone as someone I could spend my life with, I pushed them away.
But I don't want to do that with you. Push you away, that is.