Who: Toby and Zach Where: Toby’s apartment When: Wednesday night, June 20th Warning: NSFW Status: complete
Toby was feeling pretty solidly buzzed, enough so that he probably shouldn’t be driving, but after careful consideration, and a good push of his powers, he determined he could make it home safely. It wasn’t something he wanted to leave to chance, not with Zach in the car, and if he’d felt even the tiniest bit apprehensive about it, he’d have gotten them a ride. Luckily, things went just as he saw them to be, and they were home safe within minutes, the car parked perfectly within the lines in his apartment complex parking lot. It was something Toby was quite proud of, though he didn’t brag because that might highlight the fact that he maybe shouldn’t have been driving in the first place.
Climbing out of the car, he circled around to Zach’s side, pulling him in for a kiss before leading him back to his apartment. He felt giddy like a high schooler out making mischief, a feeling that tended to come with being around Zach, even when they weren’t doing anything even slightly scandalous. “Did you have fun tonight?” he asked Zach, kissing him again as he hung his keys on the hook by the door. “I know it was a lot of new people, but they all liked you. All of ‘em.”
Zach had managed to stay in that nice zone of intoxicated where he wasn’t sloppy and stupid, but he still felt really good. His energy level had dipped from the alcohol and the late hour, but not low enough that he was done for the night by any means. There was still a lot of celebrating to do. When he’d said goodbye to Jai, he’d snagged his backpack from the car, and he let it slip off of his shoulder as he smooched Toby back. “So much fun,” he answered, grinning. He slipped his arms around his boyfriend, swaying them a bit. “I like them too. More importantly, did you have fun? Sexy birthday boy?” He knew Toby had enjoyed himself, but he wanted to hear how much fun, so he could top it in the coming hours.
“So much fun,” Toby laughed softly, turning the swaying into a little dance as he kissed Zach again. He could still taste the sweet tang of the liquor on his lips, but it was his hands on his ass that made him feel drunker than he was. “Never thought I’d see most of those people in the same room. It was fun being able to hop from one conversation to the next. And everyone else seemed to enjoy themselves, which was nice.” It was probably more a product of the bar’s magic and the alcohol, but Toby didn’t care, so long as they were all happy. “Did I tell you Adrian brought me cookies?” he laughed. “They’re good, but not quite as yummy as you.”
“Oooh, cookies,” Zach tittered as they danced. “Sounds like a perfect refuel snack for later.” He squeezed Toby’s ass and pushed up on his toes to catch his lips again, already feeling greedy for all of him. He knew they should probably get comfortable, pace themselves, maybe have another drink, but kissing Toby stoked that bubbly fire in the pit of his stomach. It took some effort, but Zach managed to pull back from the kiss to grin at Toby again. “I’ve got a yummy surprise for you, if you’re feeling frisky ...” He felt a little flutter of nerves at the prospect of introducing something new to their sex life, but Toby had been rolling with so many new things already, Zach was hoping he’d be open to this too.
Pacing wasn’t something Toby was spectacularly good at, especially after a few drinks. It brought his desires to the forefront, made them the only focus while everything else seemed to blur in the background. There was only Zach in his vision tonight and the more he kissed and touched him, the harder it became to think of anything but taking him to bed. “I am feeling frisky,” he confirmed with a laugh and a press of his hips against Zach’s. Evidence of his friskiness was becoming more pronounced by the second and his curiosity was peaked. While their sex life hadn’t been even the least bit boring so far, he knew there was more to explore whenever Zach was ready to introduce it. “What’ve you got for me?” he murmured, nibbling along his jaw as he toyed with Zach’s shirt. The sooner he could get it off the better.
Toby had a talent for turning Zach on ridiculously fast, and his own body was getting flushed and impatient, feeling trapped in his clothes. He could feel the growing bulge in Toby’s pants pushing against him, and he licked his lips, so tempted to just drop to his knees to get it into his mouth. There was time for that though, in more comfortable places. His own cock felt stiff and throbby in his boxers, and Zach halfway wished he was already wearing the strapon so Toby could feel his arousal too ... but wearing those things under clothes for any length of time was annoying and uncomfortable, so he was glad he hadn’t tried. He tilted his head to the side to better feel those light breathy nips and pushed back against Toby’s hips before he gave a little groan of protest. “Come on and I’ll show you,” he murmured. Zach grabbed for Toby’s hand, then snagged up his backpack with the other and started taking both toward the bedroom.
Bedroom surprises that required Zach to grab his backpack were a new thing to Toby and his heart began to race with the implications. He had toys of his own, but they’d only ever been used solo, and he suspected Zach had a bigger array to choose from. There was also the fun of Zach using them on him and vice versa—Toby was giddy with anticipation and glad that Zach had seen no reason to stall in the living room. It had the potential to be awkward, but it could also be a lot of fun and highly enjoyable for them both. As they entered the bedroom, Toby turned the lights down low, though not completely off. He liked being able to see Zach and was glad that neither of them were so shy as to need the darkness to hide behind. “Can I unwrap you now?” he asked with a grin as he started on Zach’s belt buckle.
Zach had learned to plan for some awkwardness when he and a lover got to this point -- which hadn’t happened very often, admittedly -- and it was much easier to handle when he was expecting it. He didn’t think there would be too much of it with Toby, because their chemistry was crazy good, he’d been so cool about everything else, and Zach already knew that Toby enjoyed bottoming too. Even if he didn’t feel like it tonight, Zach was eager to get the option on the table. Toby fucked him so deliciously well, he wanted to return the favor. Grinning back, Zach slapped playfully at Toby’s hand and tossed his bag onto the bed. “Not yet,” he sing-songed as he unzipped the backpack. “You get to pick what you like first.” Zach pulled a bulky towel-wrapped bundle out of the bag and unrolled it on the bed, revealing four dildos that he quickly rearranged into a neater line. They were varying sizes, with two of them molded to look like ‘real’ penises, while the other two were simpler and smoother, all of them with a base for a harness. It was just a small sample of Zach’s collection, but he hadn’t wanted to overwhelm Toby with options. He slipped his arms around the birthday boy and nuzzled at his neck. “I’d love to fuck you tonight if you want me to,” he murmured warmly.
Toby snickered as Zach batted his hand away, giving him space to retrieve his bag and the objects inside. The nervousness he felt was unlike any he’d ever experienced, laced with excitement and desire, an eagerness that rarely paired with anxiety. It was probably a good thing Zach hadn’t brought his full collection as Toby most certainly would have been overwhelmed. He didn’t normally get to pick the size dick he was fucked with and when presented with options wasn’t sure what to choose. A laugh bubbled up in his throat and he leaned into Zach, baring him his neck. “I’d love for you to fuck me,” he grinned, arms wrapping around Zach’s neck. “Do you have a preference? Like…Which would you pick?” he asked, eyeing the dildos curiously. He was sure he’d eventually have an opinion, perhaps a favorite, but without trying them each out it was hard for him to decide.
Toby’s first words sent a happy little shiver through him, and his dick gave a throb. This was gonna be so hot, he could tell already. Zach definitely had preferences, both for giving and receiving, and he hadn’t even brought all of his favorites. Some of them were weird and he didn’t want to freak Toby out. But he had brought a selection that always made him feel really good when he was on the giving end, so there really wasn’t any wrong choice here. He rubbed his hands against Toby’s back as he looked over at the dildos again and considered. “I’m leaning toward ... this guy,” he said as he reached for one of the more realistic ones. It was the smaller of the two, but still a good middle size. Not too much work to get in, usually comfortable enough for good thrusts, it looked and felt like the dick he wished he had. Zach wobbled it a bit, grinning at Toby. “Yeah?”
While he was pretty sure that Zach wouldn’t have brought any that he didn’t enjoy, Toby appreciated his assistance in narrowing it down. It didn’t necessarily matter to him if the dildo looked real, but he thought Zach might care on some level if it looked and felt like his cock. Toby suspected that once he was wearing it, and once he was being fucked, it would feel real enough. He laughed softly at the way the dildo wobbled in Zach’s hold and nodded in agreement. “Yeah,” he smiled and it felt like his cock gave a twitch in answer. It was amazing how much he wanted this man, and yet he still managed to exercise some patience. “Want me to get comfy while you get ready?” He thought Zach might need a moment and, if so, he could at least rid himself of his clothes.
“Yeah!” Zach said again, this one with hungry enthusiasm. Putting on the harness and all was kind of awkward and not sexy, and Zach kind of wanted to reveal his cock like it had been there all along. He stole another quick kiss from Toby and shoved everything else back into the bag before he picked it up to take with him. “Won’t be long, definitely get comfortable, birthday boy.” Zach winked at him and gave his butt a playful little smack before he turned to hurry into the bathroom. He needed to pee from all the drinks anyway. Zach nudged the door shut and took care of bladder business, then started to change. The harness he had was nice and snug and looked like a pair of short black boxer briefs with a perfectly sized hole in the front. Zach got everything on and arranged, then pulled his jeans back on over it, tucking the silicone cock to one side before he zipped up. He had said that Toby could unwrap him, after all. He left his shirt off though. Zach took a moment to fuss with his hair in the mirror, then emerged from the bathroom, a smug sort of smirk on his face as he approached the bed again.
Toby bounced as Zach smacked his ass, giving a little titter in response. He loved the playfulness between them and how it helped dispel most of the discomfort that came from things being new or different. While he knew things with Zach couldn’t be fun one hundred percent of the time, so far it felt like it, like there was no room left for anything complicated or difficult. Those were problems for the distant future, issues that he hoped they would handle with just as much laughter and fun, whenever they chose to come around. None of that was likely to come up tonight. Toby hurriedly stripped down to his boxer briefs, deciding to keep those on, though they hid next to nothing. His cock strained against the material, growing even more pronounced as Zach left the bathroom. He was a sight to behold and Toby rose to meet him at the bedside, grinning as his fingers raked down Zach’s abs to settle at the waist of his jeans. “You’re gorgeous,” he smiled, kissing him lightly as he thumbed Zach’s jeans open.
Toby looked positively delicious and Zach licked his lips as he watched him rise from the bed. He was all long limbs and tempting skin and that bulge. Zach turned his face up for the kiss, still grinning a bit himself. Toby’s fingers down his stomach tickled in that way that made his cock twitch, and he ran his own hands up Toby’s arms to caress his shoulders and chest. The way the pressure in his crotch changed as the button popped open was erotic in a way he couldn’t explain, and he already hoped Toby would indulge him in treating the dildo like he could really feel it. “Nuh uh, you are,” he murmured and gave a little titter. It was silly, but he felt safe to be silly with Toby, even in moments like these. It was part of what Zach adored about him so far. He also knew things would even out eventually and this honeymoon phase would end, but Zach was determined to enjoy the shit out of it until that happened. He pressed more firmly into the kiss as one hand roamed down to rub against Toby’s erection through his underwear.
Toby snickered softly in response as his fingers worked down the zipper, allowing the dildo to spring free. He didn’t really know the protocol here, but it felt natural to wrap his fingers around it and stroke, even if Zach couldn’t feel it. It allowed him to buy into the illusion, something that was made easier by the fact that he’d always thought of Zach as a guy. He was definitely looking forward to Zach fucking him and as he stroked his cock, he groaned softly, imagining it filling him completely. “You like that?” he asked, wondering what Zach could feel and how this would work for him. He had no doubt that Zach would get him off, that he would feel amazing, but he wanted to make sure the same was given in return.
Zach couldn’t technically feel the stroking, but he could feel the push and tug of it against his sensitive bits, and it felt damn good. In his experience, the more into it he got, the more he seemed to feel -- he liked it whether it was a brain trick or not. Zach hadn’t gotten to fuck very many people yet in his life, but it was always a thrill when he did. Toby seemed into it too, not afraid to touch the silicone like it was flesh, and that did a lot for Zach’s headspace. “Yeah,” he breathed, tugging Toby’s boxers down enough to free his cock. Zach wrapped his hand around it and started to stroke him in return, at the same pace. Toby’s skin felt like velvet, and Zach already wanted the thick warmth of him in his mouth. “Feels like you like it too,” he murmured, lips quirking up again.
Toby had a couple of dildos himself. He knew how they felt, both inside and out, and knew that it might feel different in his hand, but that it wouldn’t matter all that much once Zach was fucking him. It was as much reality as fantasy and Toby was there for it, buying into every little touch. Zach’s hand on his cock, stroking him at the same pace, made him feel weak in the knees, eager for more than just a hand. “I do,” he murmured against Zach’s lips, his hips rocking in search of more. “Can’t wait to feel you inside me.” He was practically giddy at the thought. Would Zach want him on his back, so he could see his face and watch him come all over his chest? Or would he like to take him from behind? A lot of guys liked the power of that position, and Toby had to admit it felt amazing. Everything often did with the right person and for him, so far, that was Zach.
Zach’s sharp exhale was shaky at those words, hot arousal coiling tighter in his stomach. Already it all felt so goddamn affirming and perfect, and even though they still had some prep to do, he couldn’t wait either. Zach moved his hands to Toby’s hips and stole a quick hungry kiss before he shuffled them closer to the bed without letting much space come between them. “Sit,” he murmured, nipping at Toby’s bottom lip. Once he did, Zach stepped back and hurriedly pushed his jeans all the way down and off. Next came Toby’s underwear, tugged down and off without much ceremony. Zach was too hungry for as much bare skin as he could get. He hitched the harness boxers up a bit, then knelt between Toby’s legs. Zach started kissing a trail up the inside of one thigh from the knee, one hand caressing Toby’s balls while the other dropped down to stroke the cock between his own legs. After a few teasing licks and nuzzles, he wrapped his lips around the head of Toby’s erection and sucked gently.
Toby knew that the most affirming thing he could do for Zach was treat him like a normal guy, like the equipment was real and not something he had to put on. It came easier than he expected it to, fueled by lust and desire for the man he’d already come to adore. He let Zach shuffle him back against the bed, sitting when asked to sit, his lips never leaving Zach’s until he stepped back to strip him. Zach kneeling between his legs, kissing up his thigh as he stroked his cock, painted quite the picture, and Toby cock throbbed at the sight. He leaned back, bracing himself with his hands as Zach teased him with tongue and light touches, then groaned when Zach finally took him in his mouth. “Fuck,” he gasped softly, one hand coming up to rest on Zach’s head, fingers in his hair. He knew they were just getting started, but damn that felt good.
That one little word said so much sometimes, and it made Zach tingle to hear Toby say it. He could feel his heartbeat in his cock beneath the silicone, and he toyed with the dildo more to tease himself. This was going to be so hot, he knew it already, and the best part about a rubber dick was that he could come as much as he wanted while he was fucking Toby and not have to stop until his new lover couldn’t take any more. He was getting ahead of himself though, his body wound up and throbby and ready. There was something delicious in the denial, the forced patience, because he wanted to drive Toby crazy first. With a deep hum of appreciation, he took Toby’s cock deeper into his mouth, stroking it with his tongue as he began to bob his head and find a rhythm.
Toby loved a guy that could suck good cock, but it was made so much better by the fact that Zach seemed to be enjoying himself. He went after Toby like he was starved for it and he was the main course, taking him deeper with each bob of his head, his tongue adding to the stimulation with each stroke. It was quickly driving him wild and he bit his lip, trying not to thrust and reminding himself that there was more to come. He wanted to come with Zach’s cock inside him, wanted to feel claimed in that way that only being fucked seemed to capture. He loved that Zach wanted to do this with him and he hoped it was just as good on his end. He just needed to stay out of his own head, something that was easy to do when he felt so fucking fantastic. The longer Zach sucked him off, the harder it became to think of anything else–not that he really wanted to.
Zach loved giving pleasure of any kind, but giving head had always been a particular favorite. Maybe because that was all he’d done for a long time in his sex life, before he got more comfortable with his body. Making a partner twitch and moan and breathe heavy was still a delight, and he reveled in it tonight. It was the first time he’d gotten to spoil an actual boyfriend for his birthday, and Zach’s enthusiasm came through in the blowjob. He relaxed his throat as much as he could to take Toby deep, humming around the tip of his cock before he pulled all the way off to dip his head lower and lap at his balls. They seemed high and tight and full of pleasure, and Zach sucked on one as he moved wet fingers to rub gently at Toby’s hole. He opened his eyes to look up at Toby’s face as he eased one digit inside of him, the hot grip of it making his own cock throb needily again.
Zach was doing an incredible job at getting Toby all hot and bothered, his breathing heavy as he ran his fingers through Zach’s hair. The deeper he took him, the more he wanted to thrust and squirm, to seek more of that delicious mouth. If he’d kept his focus on his cock, Toby would have had to practice more restraint than he thought he was capable of, so it was both torture and a relief when he moved lower. He groaned as Zach sucked on his balls, falling back on his elbows as he tried to both watch and relax. His eyes fluttered shut as Zach’s finger pressed into him and his legs shifted open, giving Zach more room to work. It had been a while since he’d done this with anyone but himself and a certain amount of nerves naturally fluttered to the surface, but it felt so good that they quickly died down. Zach made it easy for him, teasing him open until he was ready for more.
Most of Zach’s experience with this came from himself and his brother, so it would’ve been a little intimidating to do it to someone new if he wasn’t already dying of horniness. Plus he was comfortable with Toby now, he felt like the other man would guide him if he was doing it all wrong and it would be cool instead of awkward. In any case it seemed to be working, he could feel Toby’s ass relaxing. Zach patiently worked another finger in, continuing to lavish Toby’s balls and cock with attention -- though he was careful not to push him too close to the edge -- until it seemed like he was ready for even more. Zach reached for the lube with his free hand and dribbled it over his silicone cock, then looked up at Toby with a wicked little grin. “Ready, baby?” he murmured as he got his feet under him and started to rise. “I’m about to burst, I want you so bad.”
Toby was vocal enough to let Zach know what he liked and what he didn’t say verbally his body made very clear on its own. He moaned and he panted, cursed and pressed back on Zach’s fingers, chasing one sensation after another as Zach continued to suck and lick his cock and balls. It could easily become too much, but Zach seemed aware enough not to overstimulate him. He was just reaching that point when he needed more of something, anything, or he might go mad, when Zach rose to his feet. “Fuck, yes. So ready,” he groaned, reaching for Zach as he pulled his knees up and planted his feet on the edge of the bed. He knew the cock about to press into him was silicone, but it was getting harder and harder to keep that in mind, and he was honestly fine with forgetting.
There was something so reassuring and comfortable about being with someone who didn’t hold back on expressing their pleasure. Zach never felt like he had to guess at what Toby enjoyed -- plus it was super hot to know he was the one causing all that moaning and squirming. He stepped in closer, stroking the dildo to spread the lube around while his eyes crawled over Toby. Fuck, he was delicious. Zach leaned over him to crush their mouths together, one hand braced against the mattress while the other guided his cock to Toby’s ass. He rubbed the tip of it against that warmest spot and groaned into the kiss. Moving slow, Zach pushed his hips forward and started to ease into him. The pressure against his cock inside the harness was so delicious, he could almost believe that was what he was sliding into his boyfriend. Zach broke the kiss to breathe, but clunked their foreheads together as he pushed deeper.
For someone who lied as much as Toby sometimes did in his everyday life, this was one place he consistently couldn’t. Even if he’d been able to keep his mouth shut, his body language gave him away, broadcasting how much he enjoyed everything Zach was doing to him. As much as he enjoyed topping Zach, he had to admit he’d have been a bit disappointed if he never got to experience this with him. That Zach seemed to be enjoying himself as well made this doubly good. He moaned into the kiss as Zach slowly pushed into him, his toes curling into the bedsheets and his fingers tightening on Zach’s biceps where he held him close. The pressure was so deliciously good, leaving Toby breathless, and he gasped as Zach broke the kiss, waiting for him to bottom out. “You feel so good,” he murmured, giving a tentative shift of his hips that pushed Zach deeper and rubbed his cock between them. Fuck, that really was sublime.
‘You feel so good,’ not ‘it,’ not ‘that cock,’ but ‘you.’ It was such a small choice of words, but it meant so much to Zach. Extra equipment or not, this was all him, and it was so fucking nice to really feel secure in that. Zach kept pushing until their bodies came together, and he rocked into that connection with a low groan in his throat. “You do too,” he breathed back, keeping his face close to Toby’s. It wasn’t a fib either, his cock was already throbbing with pleasure against the base of the dildo. Zach started to thrust, still slow and easy and careful, wanting to get Toby nice and warmed up so they would be able to make the most of this. He moaned again as his cock started to slide easier, his hips gradually building into a deep rhythm. “That’s it,” Zach murmured, dipping in to nibble at Toby’s neck. “God, I’ve been dying to fuck you, baby.”
Toby was too caught up in the moment to think about how his wording might have impacted Zach. It came to him naturally—the dildo wasn’t fucking him, Zach was. At least that was how it worked in his head. If they’d been playing with toys, the situation would have felt different. It was all about the vibe, plus maybe he was a little more in tune with his boyfriend’s desires than the average person. Being clairvoyant did have its advantages from time to time, though Zach’s body language said a lot on its own. Toby had to believe he was enjoying this as much as he was, especially when his words continued to affirm it. The slow build to a faster rhythm was the sweetest torture and Toby began to rock beneath Zach, encouraging him to give him more when he was sure he could take it. He groaned as Zach nibbled on his neck, one hand moving up into his hair as he bared more of his skin to him. “More,” he gasped softly.
Zach was so into the moment -- something that was helped along by the alcohol still in his system, no doubt -- he could almost feel the grip of Toby’s ass sliding up and down his cock. His imagination wasn’t always reliable that way, but tonight everything felt perfect and so fucking good. He moaned and panted against the side of Toby’s neck as his hips started pumping harder and faster, every thrust sending a delicious jolt of pleasure up his spine. The fingers in his hair felt divine too, and he found himself wanting Toby to pull, a restless urge in him to feel everything at once, like his nervous system was humming with pure greed. Zach closed his eyes and let himself get lost in it all, tension building in his core as he fucked Toby, his teeth occasionally grazing skin.
There were times that being a psychic was a pain in the ass, but occasionally it gave Toby tiny insights at just the right time. He wasn’t even aware that he was doing it, but when he pulled tighter on Zach’s hair, he knew that it was right. And easy. So easy to give in to urges that came naturally. Anything that required actual thinking was out of reach at that point as his body moved closer and closer to the edge. Zach’s hips moved harder and faster and at some point the angle shifted to that perfect place that made Toby see stars with every thrust. His gasps and moans turned wordless and desperate, his hands left Zach’s hair to hold tight to his shoulders, dull nails cutting into his skin. He could come at any second now, all it would take was a hand on his cock; he wasn’t even sure Zach would have to stroke him, he was so close. It was like dipping into a pool of ecstasy and it was divine.
The small bright sting in his scalp was absolutely perfect mixed in with so much pleasure, and Zach moaned deep in his throat before Toby let go of his curls. He hadn’t gotten to do this very often with anyone, and part of him was glad, because he had a feeling any other experience would pale in comparison to this. The way Toby sounded and moved underneath him was pure heaven, and even though he was getting sweaty and muscles he didn’t have occasion to use like this were starting to burn, Zach didn’t ever want to stop. If he could feel the silicone, he was sure he would’ve come like five times already, but as it was he was able to ride that edge for a little while. Finally it felt like time to really ramp things up, and Zach pushed himself up on his hands to put a little room between them, his face slack and full of pleasure as he gazed down at his pretty, flushed boyfriend. “You ready to come all over my cock, baby?” he murmured, balancing on one arm so he could reach between them to take Toby’s neglected hardon in hand.
The words themselves made Toby shudder and he was babbling his response on the next breath, words flowing out of him without a thought. “Yes, please, I need you, baby, fuck, feels so good, yes,” he said between moans, his voice catching then growing louder as Zach wrapped his hand around him. Toby’s body rocked with him as Zach picked up speed, fucking at a fevered pitch that wouldn’t last near as long as Toby wanted it to. He was so close, the angle was just right, and with the pacing and Zach’s hand matching the rhythm, it was just too much for Toby. He cried out as he came, spilling hot cum over Zach’s hand and his chest, riding out his orgasm as Zach continued to fuck him. Every thrust seemed to draw it out a bit longer, until he was breathless and completely spent.
It was hard to tell what exactly pushed him over the edge -- the way Toby begged for it or all those hot groans or the way Zach could feel his body clinging harder to the toy when he started to climax. Feeling Toby’s cock swell and jerk in his hand didn’t hurt either. Zach finally stopped trying to hold back and rubbed his own cock against the silicone in just the right way to set him off too, his eyes rolling back and body shuddering as he kept thrusting as much as he could. It was all shaky and sticky and hot and perfect, and Zach wanted to live in that moment forever. Unfortunately, like all moments, it ebbed away, leaving them both panting and holding onto each other. Enjoying the last persistent throbs between his legs, Zach leaned down with a soft hum to kiss Toby softly. “Happy birthday,” he murmured again, unable to help his smug little grin. Judging by the mess all over his hand and Toby’s chest and stomach, he’d done a good job. Ready to relax, Zach carefully started to pull out so he could flop down beside his man.
As Toby’s orgasm began to subside, he opened his eyes to watch Zach’s body shudder with rapture, his own orgasm rocking his body. It was one of the hottest things he’d ever seen and something he hadn’t completely believed possible until that moment. It was thrilling to know Zach was enjoying this as much as he was, that it wasn’t just for Toby’s birthday. Toby groaned as Zach leaned in to kiss him, the dildo sinking deep inside him one last time before Zach pulled out. “Thank you,” he grinned back at him, arms reaching over his head in a slow stretch before snuggling up to Zach. “Fuck, that was fantastic.” He needed a shower, they both probably did, but he was content to lay there for just a second more.
The strapon kept jutting straight up from Zach’s body, shiny with lube and seemingly eager for more, but he was tired and content now, so he hooked his thumbs into the waistband of the harness-undies to push it all down and off. Zach squirmed a bit to get free and let the whole shebang drop off the side of the bed to be dealt with later. He turned in toward Toby to cuddle in close himself, relishing all the skin to skin contact now that he was fully naked. “Yeah?” he asked with a bright, dopey sort of smile. That felt damn good to hear. “M’so happy it was. I was hoping you were a switch.” Zach tittered and nuzzled their noses together, arm draped over Toby’s side. He didn’t think he’d ever felt quite so sated and glowy and happy after sex with anybody but Jai.
Toby snickered as Zach shimmied out of the harness, glad to have him cuddled up against him without the dildo trapped between them. It had felt real right up until they’d both been done with it and now he just wanted it out of the way so he could feel Zach pressed up against him. He ran his hands down Zach’s back and over his ass, smiling back at him as he gave it a squeeze. “Same,” he grinned. “I never got why someone would want to limit themselves, but, you know, to each their own and all.” He wasn’t judging anyone; he just thought his own decision was better, more diverse and open to accepting all forms of pleasure. And it was nice to explore those with Zach. He’d never brought toys into a relationship, but now that he saw how good it could be, he was open to all kinds of possibilities.
Zach almost purred at the petting, his own hand lazily stroking Toby’s back. “Mmm, they can have their own, I like having you,” he murmured, grinning back. Zach nuzzled his face into the crook of Toby’s neck for a moment and squeezed him tighter, feeling a sudden surge of warmth in his chest. He was already feeling intense things for Toby, and while it would be crazy to say them out loud, he was already hooked on how strong it all was, how alive it made him feel. With a playful little growl, Zach nibbled at Toby’s neck before he pulled back enough to kiss him again. “So we’re boyfriends now?” he asked against his lips with a grin. “Like for real? I know that’s like a fifth grade thing to ask, but ... indulge me.”
Though things were moving fast with his own feelings, Toby knew better than to voice them. They were only a few weeks into dating and stating how Zach made him feel was the sort of thing to scare someone off. Plus, he knew some of it was the newness of it all. He told himself he should wait and make sure it didn’t fade after a few more weeks, though he didn’t think it would. It felt too genuine, but he still didn’t want to muck things up by rushing things. He didn’t mind Zach rushing them, however, especially on a point that he’d been the one to introduce. “Yeah, is that okay?” Toby asked, resting his head against Zach’s. “I probably should’ve asked before telling a room full of people that that’s who you were, but it felt right.”
Zach was already nodding before Toby even finished the sentence. Was that ‘okay’ seemed like a crazy thing to ask, but he probably would’ve asked the same thing if he’d been the one dropping bf-bombs on his friends. “No, no, it’s perfect,” he murmured, nuzzling his nose against Toby’s. Even right after sex, it felt like a challenge to stop touching him, one that Zach was happily losing. “It feels right to me too, I just ... I dunno, wanted it said out loud, I guess.” Maybe that was silly, but communication was important, right? Especially in the beginning while they were still learning so much about each other. “I haven’t like, been with many people, relationship-wise -- or any-wise, I guess, honestly -- but ... I’m gonna do my best, okay? I promise.” That was probably corny, but he was still half-drunk and now full of good warm feelings, and the sentiment was genuine.
“I’m not exactly an expert in that department either,” Toby grinned. There’d been lots of hookups over the years, but very few actual relationships. The more people got to know him, the more they started to pick up on his quirks and it usually went downhill from there. Things were still new with Zach, but Toby was hoping that wouldn’t be the case here. He was doing his best to communicate as well, to be open and honest, at least where he thought he could be. Maybe Zach would understand where the others hadn’t. He was from Point Pleasant, so he was at least familiar with the weird. “You do your best and I’ll do my best,” he smiled as they cuddled close. “That’s all that matters.”
Maybe it was weird, but it was kind of a relief to hear that Toby hadn’t had a million boyfriends -- or a handful that had lasted a long time. They probably weren’t on exactly even footing when it came to experience, but it was kind of reassuring to know Toby wasn’t some relationship expert. He had the vague idea that every relationship was different and took some learning anyway, but still. Zach didn’t want to be disappointing. “Hell yeah,” he agreed with a contented smile, pressing a few more kisses against Toby’s skin. There would be cleanup to do eventually, but he was more than happy to just relax and bask in the afterglow with his boyfriend.