Toby Mitchell (likeacannonball) wrote in shadows_rpg, @ 2021-04-03 14:44:00 |
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Entry tags: | #june 2018, toby, toby x zach, zach |
Who: Toby and Zach
Where: The arcade to start
When: Evening, Friday, June 8
Status: Complete
Warning: NSFW
Toby was so wired it felt like he'd gotten all hyped up on caffeine and sugar, when in reality it was just the good vibes that he took coming into the evening. Zach had picked him up for their date, a real date, and he was so giddy he felt like he was sixteen again--just this time with a lot more real life experience. He could keep his powers under control, so he wasn’t reading stray thoughts and emotions, and his hormones weren’t so wild that he could actually think. Not that there was anything difficult to think about. They’d talked about a few different options on what they wanted to do for the night and had settled on ‘all of the above’, starting at the arcade. Toby imagined they’d have something to drink eventually, and playing video games was one of those things that he felt like he needed to be the most sober for. He knew for a fact he could handle karaoke after a few drinks. He might even be better at it.
“So what’s your all time favorite video game?” Toby asked as they surveyed their selection. “Doesn’t have to be anything here. Or even anything you currently play.” He wasn’t as much of a gamer as Zach was, but he knew enough to hold a conversation about it and he knew it was something Zach enjoyed. Engaging people in their passions was always fun.
Zach was pumped for his first real date in quite a while, and the first one in even longer that had come from an organic encounter and not some dating app. He had been texting a bit with Toby in the meantime, and Zach found himself getting more and more giddy until Friday rolled around. Then he’d spent all day with his headphones on, listening to music that got him in the mood to flirt and be social, singing probably loud enough to be annoying to Jai while he got ready. He’d gotten a haircut so his fade was fresh, put on the jeans that made his ass look the best and a wild colorful shirt he thought Toby would appreciate, adding in a thick leather bracelet on one wrist and the silver thumb ring that served as a fidget toy for him. He’d already felt like he was floating when he kissed his brother goodbye and teasingly told him not to wait up.
Now he was with his date in one of his most favorite places in the world -- an arcade. “All time? Jesus, might as well ask me to pick a favorite child,” Zach responded to Toby’s question with a laugh. “Not that I have any children. But man, okay ... probably Final Fantasy VII. It’s a total classic, I played it real young, and the story is part of what got me hooked on video games in the first place.” He started walking along with Toby, aiming toward a couple of fighting games. A little friendly competition was good for a date, wasn’t it? “Do you have a favorite? I know you’re not as big a dork as me, so it’s okay if you don’t.” He laughed again.
“Final Fantasy VII is a classic,” Toby agreed with a grin. “Did you hear that they’re remaking it? Same story, but new graphics and everything? I don’t know much about it beyond that, but I’d play it.” He’d always enjoyed the fantasy RPGs and was glad Zach had named something that he’d actually played himself, even if it was years ago. He didn’t know if he could dedicate the same amount of time to gaming as he had back then, but he thought he’d enjoy it if he did. “I do, but it’s gonna age me,” he snickered. He didn’t know how much older he was than Zach, but he knew he was older. It didn’t bother him, so long as it didn’t bother Zach. “It’s probably Zelda: Ocarina of Time. From the N64, which is old, I know, but I loved that game. All the Zelda games, actually, but that was the first one I played and it kind of stuck with me.”
Zach put a hand over his heart like he was moved and leaned back a bit with a nostalgic grin. “I love the Zelda games too,” he said. “And those two came out at like, around the same time, so hush about anything aging you.” He snickered and bumped his shoulder into Toby’s arm playfully. He knew there was some sort of age gap there with him on the younger side, but he didn’t care. So far Toby was cool and fun and didn’t act like he was much older than Zach at all, and that was what mattered to him. “But yeah! I’m fuckin’ stoked about the remake, my body is so ready for it,” he went on with a laugh. “For now though ... some old school Mortal Kombat?” They’d reached some machines, and Zach’s fingers were itching to get on some buttons in a little friendly -- hopefully flirty -- competition.
Most of the games Toby had played as a child ran together in his memories, none of them at any specific time, except for the gap when he’d been held hostage by AIR. Ocarina of Time was the first game he’d picked up when he’d returned home, an escape from reality that he’d poured hours into just so he wouldn’t have to think about everything that had happened. He’d come across Final Fantasy VII later, so it never occurred to him that they were released about the same time. It made him feel a bit better, like he wasn’t so old school that he wasn’t relatable. “Totally down for some Mortal Kombat,” he snickered. “Gotta warn you though, I haven’t played this in forever, so I’m mostly gonna be button mashing.” Zach would probably slaughter him, but that was okay. He intended to put up a good fight.
“Well let’s see how talented those fingers are,” Zach said with a grin, his tone absolutely suggestive. It made him blush a little to say -- he always felt more brave about flirting when he was in Dragonfly with a drink in his hand for some reason -- but the lighting in there was low, so he didn’t think Toby would notice. Zach fed some quarters into the machine and started up a game for them. Before he knew it, a couple of hours had gone by, filled with fighting games, some really old school Pac-Man and Donkey Kong, hysterical laughter over how much he crashed into walls playing one of the old racing games, and a single round of DDR. It would’ve been more, but Zach didn’t want to get too sweaty in case things got sexy later ... which was something he was finding he wanted but also something he was intensely scared of. For now Zach was just trying not to think about it, and blinky lights and joysticks were the perfect distraction. Eventually it felt like time to move on and have more of an adult date, so Zach flashed Toby a grin. “So uh ... wanna go grab a drink somewhere?” he asked.
Toby absolutely loved the flirting and did his best to show off his skills, even if the two didn’t at all translate. Being good in the bedroom clearly didn’t make him good at video games, but he was better at a few of them than he expected, preventing Zach from completely wiping the floor with him. He was having so much fun that he’d completely lost track of time until Zach mentioned getting a drink somewhere, and he nodded, thinking to himself that it should maybe be somewhere that served food as well. “I could go for a drink,” he smiled. “And maybe something to eat? Dino’s sound good?” It would be a change of pace that allowed them to actually talk for a bit. Not that they hadn’t been talking, but it was hard to hold a real conversation when he was focused on not getting his ass kicked and he wanted the opportunity to get to know Zach a little better.
Dino’s sounded more right for the vibe they’d set for this date than somewhere like The Boathouse, so that sounded good to Zach. Some pizza and beer was a good direction to go in. With as high energy as he’d felt all night and the potential for more exertion later in the evening, he needed to refuel a bit. “Sounds great, yeah,” he told Toby with a grin. Zach headed for the door and the parking lot beyond.
Point Pleasant was small enough that it didn’t take more than twenty minutes to drive over to Dino’s and get seated in a booth. Once they were settled and their drinks were ordered, Zach smiled across the table at Toby, fingers tapping a bit on the laminated menu in front of him. He knew the Dino’s menu by heart by now, so he didn’t even need to look at it to know what he wanted to order once the waitress came back. “I’m really glad you could come out tonight,” he told him. His cheeks felt a tiny bit hot saying so, but Zach wanted to make sure Toby knew how much fun he was having.
Toby gave a glance at the menu, but it wasn’t really necessary. He knew what he wanted, unless Zach wanted to split a pizza, in which case he’d go that route instead. That was the nice thing about going to a familiar restaurant. He didn’t have to debate over what he wanted to order and could just focus on Zach. “I’m really glad you asked me,” he smiled back at Zach. “If you hadn’t, I would have,” he admitted. “I don’t really do this often, but I felt like, I dunno, like we’d have fun. And that you’d say yes. And that I wasn’t completely barking up the wrong tree,” he laughed at himself, though that was incredibly rare for him. The one place where he’d never been shy about using his abilities was in telling if a guy was actually attracted to him. Hitting on straight guys was something he’d wanted to avoid in a big city and even more so in a small town, where the chances of him running into that person again increased tenfold. He hadn’t had to read Zach though. The flirting was obvious, but Toby enjoyed it.
“Yeah,” Zach agreed in a huffed laugh. “I know all about those wrong trees.” And for him, the right trees were even fewer and farther between. Zach was desperately hoping that Toby wasn’t one of the wrong ones. He seemed really cool so far, and he was friends with Addie and Zach trusted her taste in people ... but it was still scary not to know for sure. Zach was almost certain that Toby wasn’t the type of guy to react violently to finding out Zach was trans, he was more afraid of seeing that wave of disappointment and the walls come down. It had happened too many times before. Still, it was nicely flattering to hear that Toby would’ve asked him out if he hadn’t done it first. At least he knew the attraction was there. “I don’t really do it often either, just so you know,” he said, giving a crooked little smile. “It’s hard to date in this town, but even harder when you’re a gay guy, you know?”
“Yeah, there’s a much smaller pool of fish,” Toby said with a little smile. “Most of ‘em have known me for forever, which really doesn’t help. I mean, it’s one thing to get to know a person and another to have known them at their most awkward, unflattering stage of life.” Some days he felt like he knew more gay guys than was normal for a town their size, but then he reminded himself that half of them had recently come into town to fight off an institution that had kidnapped and tortured them as kids. When he subtracted that odd little group, the number felt far less, and he’d clicked with even fewer. That made Zach all the more exciting—he was a hot local guy that he shared interests in and knew through a friend. It felt a little like kismet, but Toby didn’t want to get ahead of himself.
Zach chuckled and rolled his eyes and nodded like he understood that perfectly well -- and he did, just in a different way. It was another thing for him to try and find somebody to date in a pool of peers who had known him before his transition. Zach had thought more than once about moving away, starting over fresh somewhere else, but he literally couldn’t leave Jai, and they just had never decided where to go together. Most days it didn’t feel important, even for the relationship potential. Jai kept him physically and emotionally satisfied for the most part, but there was still something missing. This excitement he was feeling at getting to know someone new felt close to what he needed. He sat back as their drinks arrived, glad to have a beer in front of him, and once the waitress was gone Zach picked his up for a little toast, flashing Toby a grin. “Here’s to making new friends, after you’ve blossomed,” he said with a chuckle.
“Cheers,” Toby laughed, returning the toast. “Some days I’m not sure there’s been much of a change, but perception is part of reality, right?” It was like being an adult— Toby wasn’t sure he checked all the boxes, but everyone else seemed to think he managed, so he accepted that as true. Of course, being an adult didn’t mean he’d mastered much of anything. It just meant he could successfully fake it on most days. The nice thing was that Toby didn’t feel like he was faking anything at the moment. Zach was easy to be himself around, didn’t seem to mind when he was loud and animated, even over things that probably weren’t as interesting as he thought they were. Toby could usually tell when he was beginning to wear someone out and he didn’t even see a hint of that with Zach. It was exciting, especially since the night was still young.
As someone who was also often Too Loud and Too Much for most people, Zach found himself totally delighted by Toby throughout their dinner and conversation. He was hot, he was funny, he got as exciteable as Zach himself got over stuff, it was fucking adorable. The time flew right past him as he enjoyed himself and started liking Toby more and more. By the time dinner was over and the check had been paid, he found that he really didn’t want to part company quite yet. Zach was pretty sure that Jai would be at their apartment, so he couldn’t exactly invite Toby over there, but he was kind of hoping for an invite back to Toby’s. Zach knew how risky that was, how bad it could go ... but dammit, he hadn’t had a date this good in fucking forever. As they walked out of Dino’s, Zach lightly bumped his shoulder into Toby’s, a smile plastered to his face. “I don’t really wanna go home yet,” he admitted with a sheepish little huff.
“We could go sing some karaoke,” Toby suggested with a smile. He didn’t really want to part ways with Zach yet either, though the more he thought about it, the more he wanted something a little more private at this point. Karaoke was always fun, but could be reserved for another date, since at this point Toby fully planned on there being another. “Or…” He bit his tongue, considered his options, then decided this might be the one time that he had something better to offer than his apartment. “I’m housesitting this place in Overlook this weekend. It’s fucking huge. I haven’t even gotten a chance to really explore it. We could check it out.” Was that a weird offer? Toby hoped not. What he wanted was some alone time with Zach and he didn’t feel like it mattered where that might be. His apartment was fine, and his bed was nice, if things went that way, but he was willing to bet everything at Shane’s place was a major upgrade by comparison.
Zach’s eyebrows lifted in surprise, since he’d picked Toby up at his apartment and not in Overlook, but the weekend was just beginning, so maybe he hadn’t settled over there yet. Still, it sounded cool, a big mansion to themselves! “Yeah! That would be dope,” he answered with a bright grin. There would be a lot to explore and probably expensive furniture to lounge on, maybe even a pool, big beds ... Zach’s stomach fluttered with the heady mix of anxiety and excitement and a touch of lust he’d been feeling all night. God, he just wanted it to go well, for Toby to stay super awesome and accepting and for them to have fun together. It had been such a sadly long time since Zach had been with anybody besides his brother. He pulled his keys out to unlock the car as they approached it. “Is this a friend of yours who owns it, or ...?”
“A friend of mine is renting it,” Toby explained. “He’s in town for a while and apparently wanted to splurge. But he also needed a getaway from his getaway, so I’m babysitting it for the weekend while he and his boy go play somewhere else. All I know about it is that it’s giant and has a pool.” The pool would probably be too cold to get in tonight, but it would be nice to lounge by tomorrow, if Zach was still around. It felt like jumping the gun to throw that out there, but if he stayed the night, maybe that would be an option. Or maybe there would be a hot tub and they wouldn’t have to wait. His mind was full of ideas without details, but even when he tried to focus on them he got distracted. Like remembering that he hadn’t brought a change of clothes, only to decide they didn’t really need clothes anyways. Which was incredibly presumptuous, but Toby thought he’d figure it out. They’d been winging it the whole night and this was just an extension of that, one that might lead to some fun in the bedroom. God, he hoped so. It had been far too long since he last got laid and he wanted to see if the chemistry that they had thus far translated physically.
Zach let out a low whistle. “Rich ass friend,” he murmured with a crooked grin. He imagined those would be fun to have, even though he never really had. Some of the kids he knew his age from Overlook were cool, but Zach had never really been adopted by that circle. Toby probably hadn’t either, and they were adults now, but still, it sounded like a fun opportunity to feel pampered for a night. He climbed into the car and got them on their way up to Overlook. Zach wanted to feel completely cool and casual about it -- he was definitely attracted to Toby and they had chemistry, and he had zero issues with having sex on the first date. Zach didn’t even doubt his prowess in the bedroom, he knew what he was doing. But still, the closer they got to that upscale neighborhood, the more nervous he got. Even if they ran around the big house and explored for a bit, privacy meant that things would likely go in a making out direction, and Zach knew he needed to talk to Toby before then. He debated doing it in the car, a little quiet as he chewed on his bottom lip, but it seemed like a talk he wanted to have where they could face each other. Was that stalling? Maybe. “Just lemme know which one it is,” he murmured as they entered into Overlook.
Toby wasn’t sure if Shane really was a rich ass friend, or if he was blowing every last dime he had under the belief that they wouldn’t survive the year. He hoped it was the former because he really didn’t like the implications of the later. But he also wasn’t going to spend the evening contemplating where Shane possibly got all that money. What mattered right now was that he had it, and that Toby and Zach were going to get to enjoy a piece of it. He gave Zach directions as they entered Overlook, quietly amazed at the size of some of the houses. He’d visited a few parties there when he was in high school, but that had never been his crowd. It was weird to know someone living there now, even if Shane didn’t technically own the house. “That one,” he said when the correct house came into view. The closer they got, the bigger it got, and Toby just shook his head. “Damn. Even if he’s just renting, Shane moved up in the world.”
“Hooboy,” Zach said with a laugh as he pulled into the driveway of the house. Once the car was in park he leaned forward to peer up at the front of it. He knew he should probably come out to Toby before they even got out of the car, just in case Toby wanted him to leave immediately, but damn did he want to take this opportunity to see how the other half lived. He’d been in one or two Overlook houses for various reasons, but this one made those look small. “Stick with me so I don’t get lost, yeah?” he said as he reached for the car door, shooting Toby a grin. He climbed out, that wild anxious excitement still fluttering hard in his chest. A little exploring, just to see, and then they would talk, he told himself.
“I was intending to,” Toby laughed as they climbed out of the car. “But if you do manage to get lost, just yell for me. Or call.” The fact that the house was so big that that was a possibility was just wild to Toby. It would be fun to explore and see what they could get up to. He was aware that, even though this wasn’t his house, it was akin to inviting Zach in after a date, so hopefully Zach accepting his invitation meant he wanted to stay the night. Toby tried not to think too much about it as he located the key and let them inside, lest he completely fumble the keys. Once in, he flipped on the lights and then took a moment to stare. “Wow, so… you want something to drink? I’m sure there’s a bar around here somewhere.” They’d just have to find the kitchen. It shouldn’t be that hard, but damn was this place big.
It was a house with an entrance, which wasn’t something Zach was used to. He laughed a bit as he looked around the foyer, shaking his head slightly. Even if he ever ended up making a bunch of money, he couldn’t see himself living in a place like this. It was so much. “Yeah, I think a drink would be great,” he said. Whether the booze belonged to Toby’s friend or the homeowners, that was kind of a perk of house sitting, right? So why not. He started walking with his date, and after a moment’s hesitation he slipped his hand into Toby’s. Zach wasn’t genuinely worried about getting separated or anything, it was just something he wanted to do. They wandered through a couple of spacious, lushly decorated rooms before they found the large kitchen, everything gleaming white and stainless steel. There were large windows and French doors along one wall that showed the back deck area and the pool. Zach couldn’t help but notice there seemed to be a hot tub out there too. “So this is the first time you’ve been in here?” he asked.
As they made their way to the kitchen, Toby marveled at the size of the house, wondering who could really need anything this large and lavish. It seemed like such a huge space for Shane and his boy, fit more for a family of at least six, maybe eight. Even then, it was more than he’d ever want for himself, though he did wonder how Shane could afford it. Toby’s abilities would have made cheating people out of their money easy, if he leaned that way, but Shane had to have made his own from somewhere else… unless he was a hitman of some sort, burning all his victims to ash. But Toby didn’t think so. He felt like he would have picked up on psychopathic tendencies, at the very least. “Yeah, Shane dropped off the key earlier today,” he said, smiling over at Zach. He enjoyed having his hand in his, which made it a shame to let it go to open cabinets, but he hoped they’d get back to that later. Toby began to search for glasses, as well as liquor, as he spoke. “He told me to make myself at home and make sure the place doesn’t burn down,” he said with a little roll of his eyes. “I think I can manage that. Ah! Found it,” he grinned as he found the liquor cabinet. “What would you like?”
While Toby went on the hunt for drinking supplies, Zach plopped down on one of the stools lined up against the rather large kitchen island, tucking one foot under him as he leaned his forearms on the counter. He made a mental note of the name Shane in case he was a close friend to Toby or something ... though it might not end up mattering, if this talk didn’t go well. Zach’s stomach was a mess of butterflies at the moment, and not all of them were the fun kind. He licked his lips and squinted up at the bottles in the open cabinet. “Ooh, some of that rum looks good,” he said with a faint smile. “With some ice, please.” While Toby poured drinks for them, Zach tried to work up the courage to drop that dreaded ‘hey we need to talk about something’ line. He didn’t want to ruin this evening, but he knew he shouldn’t drink much more if he was going to have to drive himself home, already upset. But god, Toby was just hot and Zach’s inclination was to squeeze as much time out of this as he could. Probably best to rip the band-aid off fast. As soon as he had the drink in his hand and had taken that first sip, Zach made himself do it. “So, uh ... before ... well, okay, there’s ... something you should know. Before we get much further.” Ugh fuck, that was a bad start. Zach took another swallow of rum.
Unbeknownst to Zach, Toby grabbed the rum he’d selected without actually seeing which bottle he’d pointed to. It was so obvious in his mind that Toby didn’t even realize he did it. He poured Zach’s drink, iced it up, then made one for himself, before leaning against the counter facing Zach. There was an air of tension that he didn’t understand, that had come on strong in a matter of seconds, and when Zach spoke he felt his own walls rise up, his powers suddenly on alert. He didn’t want to read Zach, he wanted to hear what he had to say, but damn was he suddenly fidgety. “Okay,” he said, trying for a smile despite how worrisome those words were. “You’re not going to tell me now that you’re a serial killer, are you? Because that would be really bad luck on my part. Invite you to a home that isn’t mine, where nobody even knows where I am…” He laughed, but it was all nerves, the vibes coming off Zach making him so anxious that he was starting to dread what came next.
Zach hated ‘we need to talk’ talks, but he never knew how else to broach the subject. It wasn’t one of those ‘hey by the way’ things he could just drop into conversations with a guy he actually liked and might sleep with. Letting Toby get a hand down his pants unprepared would be even worse. And damn if he didn’t want Toby’s hands on him. So even if this sucked, it was the right thing to do. He licked his lips and gave his own nervous little laugh at the serial killer joke. “I would be like, the most honest serial killer in the world, right? No, no, it’s ... nothing like that,” he said, and cleared his throat. At least he hoped Toby wouldn’t see his being trans as akin to being a serial killer, otherwise Zach had him pegged all wrong. The words were getting a little stuck in his mouth, and he marveled a bit at how he could get naked and sexual for a bunch of strangers on the internet, but this one-on-one thing was so hard. “Thing is ... I’m trans. A trans guy, and uh ... I’m having a really good time with you, and I wanna keep having a good time, so ... yeah, you should, like ... know that.” His cheeks felt hot, but at least he’d gotten the ball rolling, so he was a little relieved.
“Huh…” Toby breathed a huge sigh of relief as he stared at Zach with a touch of wonder and surprise. Of all the things that could’ve come out of Zach’s mouth, Toby wasn’t expecting that. He felt like it was something he should have known, or picked up on, not because he had any idea what was in Zach’s pants, but because his abilities usually picked up on secrets or things that weren’t quite what they seemed. Except everything about Zach was right. He felt like a guy through and through—an honest, very nervous guy that was waiting on Toby to do more than stare at him. “Okay,” he said, and smiled so that Zach would know he wasn’t freaked out. “That’s good to know. I… I’m having a good time too. And… I would also like to keep having a good time.” He smiled, biting his lip as he felt his own cheeks flush. “That’s not a problem, but… I’ve never dated a trans guy, so… um… I don’t have as much experience as I thought I did five minutes ago. If that makes sense.”
Zach felt like falling off the stool with relief when Toby smiled, and he let out a big breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. The rest of it sounded just as good, and Zach felt that part of him that always wanted to educate and be proud of who he was surge forward inside. It was always so much easier to do with people he didn’t want to sleep with, but Toby didn’t look wary or grossed out or really anything but interested and curious. And blushing adorably, since they were pretty much saying they wanted to fuck and that wasn’t the norm. It kind of had to be the norm for Zach, but he was so rusty these days. “Yeah, of course, it makes total sense,” he said with a relieved grin. “You can’t know what you don’t know, right? But the uh, relevant basics are that I had top surgery --” one of Zach’s hands briefly touched his chest, “-- but not anything on the bottom, just the effects of the testosterone treatment. I do have a dick, it’s just petite ... well, the flesh dick. The silicone dicks are a different story, but I left all those at home.” Zach chuckled a bit sheepishly, then gave a small shrug. “The rest of me is just ... a guy, you know? I’ll answer any question and I’m super hard to offend, so don’t like, treat me like glass or anything, please.”
Most of Toby’s conversations about sex were with his patients, instructing them on how long they needed to wait or risk pulling their stitches, or some other nonsense that seemed like common sense. That was easy because it was clinical and he wasn’t really in the equation. He didn’t think he’d ever talked about sex with a guy before they got into it, and even then it wasn’t much. But Zach made what could’ve been an awkward conversation seem easy. He seemed confident in who he was and that was always attractive, at least in Toby’s eyes. “I won’t,” he answered. “I mean, I don’t think I will, but call me on it if I do. It doesn’t really change anything, except… I might need you to tell me what you like later.” He wasn’t one hundred percent sure what Zach meant in terms of his dick, but the last time he’d had sex with someone without one he’d been in high school and completely unexperienced. He wanted Zach to enjoy himself far more than the handful of girls he’d been with back then.
‘It doesn’t change anything’ felt like the magic words to Zach, and he couldn’t help but smile brightly at that. He knew in the back of his mind it was possible that wouldn’t end up being true -- they might get to the point of having sex and Toby would find that the anatomical differences were actually a turn off for him -- but he was going to try not to fret about that bridge until it was there to be crossed. “I can definitely do that,” Zach told him, his smile becoming more flirty than sunny. “I give good instructions. And we can go as like, slow as you need, with everything.” He did hope that Toby didn’t want to go too slow, because now that the elephant was out of the room now and it hadn’t ruined anything, Zach was keenly aware of how much privacy they had. Zach sipped his drink, his crinkled eyes still trained on Toby.
“Well, not too slow, I hope,” Toby said with a little laugh as he moved closer, wanting to close some of the distance between them. “I’m not completely inexperienced.” And he’d be disappointed if this didn’t go anywhere when they’d both expressed an interest in so much more. His mind couldn’t completely latch on to what he wanted, since he knew the physical differences would drive some of that, but he was still eager to kiss Zach and get his hands on his body. When he was close enough to touch Zach, he rested one hand on his hip, the height difference now making a touch more sense, though he’d never say anything about it. He didn’t want Zach to be self conscious about it. “Should we see the rest of the house? I’m sure there’s lots of rooms that are more interesting than the kitchen.”
Well that was promising, wasn’t it? Zach’s stomach did some happy gymnastics when Toby got closer, and the touch made him feel all tingly. He stood up from the stool he was on and picked up his drink, his face locked in a smile. “Absolutely we should,” he murmured. He started to walk out of the kitchen with Toby, then something caught his eye and he laughed. Zach darted away for a moment to grab a small bottle off of the kitchen counter, then showed it to Toby with a wicked grin. It was lube, just sitting out and convenient. “Looks like your buddy finds the kitchen pretty interesting,” he said with another titter. It was kind of gross to touch another couple’s lube though, so Zach put it down again and wiped his hands off on his jeans as he joined Toby once more to go explore some more.
The shock of Zach’s find flashed across Toby’s face before he laughed, unable to do anything else. “I can’t even,” he grinned, snickering. “He knew I was housesitting. He asked me! Who leaves something like that out! In the kitchen!” Though he didn’t have sex near as often as he’d like, he wasn’t a prude by any means, yet he still thought it was a little weird. Except Shane had said he’d brought his boy toy with him. Maybe that was the point of such a big house, to have lots of different places to fuck. “Now I’m worried about what we’ll find in the bedrooms,” he laughed. Surely Shane didn’t bring a collection of sex toys to leave out on display, but if he did, then they were sure to have a laugh.
Zach had to laugh at Toby’s surprise, glad to be laughing along with him. He and Jai had needed lube in the kitchen on more than one occasion, but they lived in a tiny box compared to this house, so it was easy enough to fetch. “In a house this size, guess it’s more convenient than running all the way back upstairs to find it,” he said with a grin. The bottle could’ve lived in a kitchen drawer, of course, but a guy ostentatious enough to rent a place like this just for two probably didn’t care about shocking anyone. “Makes it feel like even more of an adventure! Whips and chains and dungeons, oh my!” Zach laughed again and slipped his free hand into Toby’s while they walked. It felt even better to do it this time around, now that he knew Toby accepted him and wanted to try this -- whatever ‘this’ ended up being.
Toby couldn’t imagine having so much sex that lube needed to be on hand at all times, but good for Shane if that was the case. He still didn’t think he’d leave it out on the kitchen counter, but this wasn’t Shane’s house, so maybe stashing it in a drawer would just result in him accidentally leaving it behind. “Whips and chains aren’t really my thing,” he laughed, pleased with the way Zach’s hand slid into his. “Now, if there’s a playroom with swings and stuff like that? I could get into that.” Not that he wanted to use anyone else’s sex room, but it was amusing to think about. In a house this size, anything seemed possible. “Now—upstairs or downstairs?” he asked, trying to pick a direction. The living room was fabulous, but he wanted to see if they could find a room with a few less windows.
Whips and chains weren’t Zach’s thing either, he’d just been joking, so that was a small relief to hear, and he laughed a bit. Zach could have fun with kink, and he ended up fulfilling a lot of BDSM-flavored requests for his online patrons, but it wasn’t anything he was heavily into. Not that he’d had a lot of partners to explore what he was heavily into in the first place -- there was only so much one could do to one’s self, after all. But Zach was content just to find a bed and get Toby’s clothes off for tonight. “Upstairs,” he answered without hesitation. They’d seen a bit of the downstairs already, and the bedrooms were most likely up the steps. He laughed a bit at himself and his own eagerness. “If you want, of course. Not to like, rush you or anything,” he added with a crooked smile. “But the bedrooms in this place have got to be spectacular.”
Toby stopped and used his hold on Zach’s hand to pull him closer, until they were almost chest to chest. “You’re not rushing me,” he said softly. “I wouldn’t have brought you here if I didn’t want to be alone with you. We just have to decide where. There’s so many choices.” If it had been his little apartment, it would’ve been limited, none of them all that exciting. The couch, the bed, maybe the kitchen table or the shower, if they were feeling adventurous. Here, they had so many choices, yet Toby didn’t really care where they were. He wanted to kiss Zach, to touch him and see what all those butterflies in his chest amounted to. And now that he had Zach so close, he wasn’t sure why he was waiting. Toby leaned in and kissed him once, slowly but thoroughly, then pulled back with a grin. “I’d be fine with here, but it’s not very cozy.”
Zach’s heart felt like it jerked upward into his throat when Toby pulled him in, and he gazed up at the other man with desire already in his eyes. God, he had a nice voice. And nice lips, and beautiful eyes and just everything on him was pretty, really. Everything Zach had gotten to see, anyway. He was eager to see more. As Toby came in for a kiss, his insides fluttered around wildly, and he could already feel that needy ache starting up between his legs. It felt so good not to worry about Toby touching him and being bad-surprised now, it was a huge weight off of his shoulders. He could just relax now and be himself and find out if they were as compatible as he wanted them to be. Zach gave a soft laugh when their lips parted, picturing them making out and dry humping on the stairs. “Definitely not cozy enough,” he agreed. Zach moved away to start toward the stairs again. “We’ll find a bedroom, there’s gotta be one we vibe with. And when that one gets boring, we can move to the next one, then the next, then maybe into the hot tub ...” He flashed a grin at Toby.
As far as first kisses went, it was perfect and Toby was glad he hadn’t waited a second longer. True, they needed to move, but now the anticipation was tethered with both excitement and desire. Having had a taste of Zach, he definitely wanted more and he grinned as he continued moving them towards the stairs and on up to the second floor. “I bet there’s at least four up there,” he smiled. “And I’m all for the hot tub, maybe later this evening.” Maybe he’d been too quick to judge Shane for having lube in the kitchen because he suddenly wanted to take advantage of every room this house had to offer. When they reached the first room at the top of the stairs, Toby pushed the door open, but knew before he finished that this was not the room for them. It was clear Shane had settled into the master and Toby would rather they find a room that hadn’t been touched yet… or at least wasn’t so obviously used. “Maybe the next one,” he snickered, then continued on down the hall.
Zach leaned to peek into the first room, but it definitely looked lived-in, so he was on board with skipping that one. It was kind of fun-naughty to fool around in somebody else’s place, Airbnb or not, but sharing sex sheets was a step too far. Tittering a bit, he walked with Toby further down the hallway. They found a bathroom that was bigger than his bedroom at home before they opened the door on a bedroom that was decorated all in dark jewel tones, with heavy wooden furniture inside and a big four poster bed. Everything in there was neat and the bed was made, so he had to assume this was a room Shane hadn’t been using. Zach let go of Toby’s hand to quickly nudge his shoes off, and he ran-skipped across the room to launch himself to tumble onto the bed with a laugh. “It’s plenty bouncy,” he declared with a grin as he rolled up onto his knees, bouncing there to demonstrate. Zach bit his lip and reached a hand out, eager to have Toby close again, in a more comfortable place.
“Damn,” Toby grinned as he stepped into the room, needing a second to take in the opulence. It was amazing to him that this wasn’t the master, seeing as how the bedroom was bigger than his living room. The colors made it feel royal in nature and, combined with the wood, it felt like something right out of a palace, except with all the modern fixings. “It’s huge,” he said as he toed off his shoes and took Zach’s hand to join him on the bed. “I feel like some kinda king up here.” But once Zach was close again, he didn’t really care about his surroundings. Now that they’d found some place they could really relax, he took the opportunity to kiss Zach again, all the butterflies flaring up just as if it was the first time all over. Except this time he didn’t have to stop and talk. One of Toby’s hands moved to cup Zach’s neck, while the other rested lightly on his waist, urging him closer. After all that talk of sex, he wanted to feel more of him than just his lips.
Still on his knees, Zach moved in closer until his body was pressed to Toby’s while their lips moved together. All of his own insides were happily rioting, clenches and flutters all over the place. This sort of thing hadn’t happened for him for a long time, and even then it hadn’t been very often that someone accepted him right away and still felt attraction like this. He just hoped Toby wouldn’t change his mind when clothes started coming off. Which was going to happen very soon if they kept making out. Zach was already feeling overheated. Wanting to be even more comfortable, Zach broke the kiss long enough to lie down on his side, pulling Toby down with him. He didn’t want to rush, he wanted to savor every second of this, and kissing Toby horizontally felt even better. His fingers sought out the hem of Toby’s shirt and slipped under it to caress the bare skin of his side, eager to touch so much more of him.
Toby didn't want to think too hard on how Zach's physical differences might affect him, but he was well aware that things could go sideways whether he wanted them to or not. He hadn't been with a girl in years, and none of those times had been all that great, but Zach wasn't a girl. He didn't look like a girl, he didn't act like a girl, and, honestly, he didn't feel like a girl. His taste, his scent, the curves of his body, even the way he held himself were all qualities that Toby associated with men. And he felt amazing. Toby stretched out beside him as they continued to kiss, then smiled against Zach's lips as he felt his hand seek out his bare skin. Such a simple touch shouldn't go straight to his cock, but it had been so long since he'd had anything but his hand that he couldn't seem to help himself.
Even though Zach was trying to pace himself, every cell in his body felt eager, practically needy. He touched himself quite often and he had the benefit of Jai’s physical affection pretty regularly, but having someone else’s hands on him, someone new, was exciting. Zach gave a low hum in the back of his throat as he kissed Toby deeper, caressing their tongues together as he pressed against him. He let his hand slip up higher on Toby’s body and around to touch his back, pulling him in closer. His skin was warm and smooth and perfect, and Zach just wanted to lick him all over suddenly. Zach pulled back from the kiss and hissed in a little breath as he gave Toby’s shirt a tug. “You wanna take this off?” he murmured, quirking a smile before he licked his lips.
The kisses they were sharing made it impossible for Toby to stifle his arousal, but that was okay. At that point, he wanted Zach to feel how much he wanted him, since things were already headed that direction. He smiled as Zach pulled back and tugged at his shirt, definitely ready to rid himself of at least one piece of clothing. “Yeah,” he said softly, then took a second to pull his shirt over his head. It wasn’t the most graceful of moves, but Toby didn’t think Zach would care. “Think I can talk you out of yours?” he smirked as his hand slid under Zach’s shirt. His palm slid slowly across Zach’s abs before moving to his hip and he licked his lips as he gave Zach a squeeze. Shirtless was so much more fun when it was both of them, when they could feel each other skin on skin.
Focused as he was on Toby’s body, it was impossible not to feel the erection in his pants, but that was just a tantalizing promise of things to come for Zach. His own cock was swollen and throbbing between his legs, it just wasn’t as obvious. He hoped Toby could get used to that. But he was jumping ahead of himself -- he needed to take it all one moment at a time. And at this particular moment he was drinking in the lovely visual of Toby’s bare torso, along with just how good his hand felt on Zach’s skin. “If you insist,” he murmured with a sly grin, even though Toby hadn’t insisted at all. He sat up enough to pull his shirt up and off, tossing it somewhere to the side. His body was fairly strong and masculine -- he spent quite a bit of time at the gym to make sure of it -- but the two long scars that curved under his pecs told their own story. At least Toby knew what that story was now, so Zach didn’t feel any need to explain himself. Instead he kissed Toby again and started to caress and explore his chest and stomach.
“Damn,” Toby smiled in appreciation as Zach ditched his shirt. He’d known Zach was hot, but seeing him bare skinned and up close showed him just how fit and toned he really was. Toby wasn’t squishy by any means, but Zach had the sort of body he could be jealous of, if he wasn’t currently in a position to enjoy it. The scars stood out, but they weren’t as obvious as Toby might have thought, and they didn’t bother him in the least. Working in a hospital, Toby had seen a wide range of scars and he’d come to think of them as stories of a life lived. Everyone had them, even if some weren’t as evident as others. His hands explored Zach’s abs and chest as they continued to kiss, and he tweaked a nipple with a little smirk. He could tell there’d been a little bit of a modification there as well, but he was willing to bet that the feeling remained.
It felt unspeakably good to be touched by new hands in places that he’d had to put so much work into loving. Zach’s ego was a strange beast sometimes, but he could tell that Toby found him hot. Sure, a lot of people on the internet agreed, but it was so different when it was someone in real life, a real person in bed with him. It was all so validating and made him feel more happy-dizzy than the drinks had. The little pinch to his nipple made him grin, and Zach gave an encouraging hum as he nipped lightly at Toby’s bottom lip. He brushed his thumb against one of Toby’s nipples in return, loving the way it hardened up under the touch. Feeling short on air, Zach broke the kiss off to trail his lips down Toby’s jaw to his neck, kissing and nibbling there as his hand slid lower to tease right above the waistband of Toby’s pants. “What do you like?” he murmured near his ear. “Softer, harder? Top, bottom?”
Toby’s hum of appreciation at the touching turned into a soft laugh at the questions, ones that should be easy, but that he didn’t have good, solid answers for. He had a bad habit of morphing into whatever the other person wanted from him, but a big part of that was that he wasn’t solidly one or the other. “I’d say everything, but that’s a little too broad,” he grinned, biting his lip at the way Zach’s fingers seemed to trail mere inches away from his cock. “I top and bottom. But since you didn’t bring your toys,” he tittered, remembering the way Zach had teased about that earlier, “I’m into whatever you’d like. Soft or hard depends on the moment. Right now, I’m into... fun. And more touching.” He gave Zach’s jaw a little nip of his teeth as his hand slid down Zach’s chest to his waist, then began to unfasten his pants. Normally he’d ask the first time, but considering the conversation, he thought it was a good assumption on his part.
His answers didn’t really surprise Zach, though he would’ve loved more specific direction -- he was a pleaser too. But it didn’t stress him out not to know precisely what to do, part of the fun was experimenting and discovering what made a partner moan or gasp or breathe heavy. He would just do what felt natural and see how much Toby enjoyed it. So far they’d had good sparky chemistry, so Zach was sure they were going to have fun together. Feeling Toby’s fingers tugging at his fly stirred up those butterflies in his stomach again, and Zach’s breath hitched a tiny bit. “I’m good with more touching,” he murmured, his lips twitching into a smile before he kissed Toby again. Since Toby was working on getting his jeans undone, Zach slipped his own hand lower, cupping Toby’s cock through his pants in a gentle squeeze. Knowing that he was responsible for that hardon was so hot, and he gave a soft groan before he started undoing Toby’s button and zipper.
Toby groaned as Zach squeezed his cock through his pants and for the first time was struck with the realization that he wouldn’t have such an obvious sign of arousal on Zach’s end. It didn’t necessarily bother him, but it was different and something he would have to get used to. Zach had said something though, and even though Toby didn’t know what to expect physically, he was curious. Once Zach’s pants were open, he let his hand slide into them and he cupped his crotch and the bulge he found there. “What do you like?” he murmured against Zach’s lips as he gave his cock a tentative squeeze. When he’d pocketed a condom and lube before the date, he’d thought himself cocky, ambitious, and over prepared. And yet now he found himself a little overwhelmed with what to do next. Zach had been the one asking the questions, but it was Toby who thought he needed a little more guidance.
Since Zach’s cock hadn’t started out as one, it was extra sensitive -- that was how he liked to frame it in his head, anyway -- and Toby’s warm hand over him felt delicious, even through his boxers. The soft squeeze made him moan again, and his hips pushed up into it slightly. He knew somewhere under all the arousal that he was going to have to take the lead and teach Toby about how to do this with him, not everything was just going to fall into place naturally. He could do that, and it would definitely be worth the work. “That’s a good start,” he whispered and let out a soft laugh. “Just stay gentle, it’s sensitive.” Zach got Toby’s fly undone and returned the favor, sliding his hand underneath the fabric, fingers exploring the curves of his hard cock. Zach kissed him again as he squeezed that warm length, already anticipating having it inside of him. He did have a few kinks and non-standard stuff he enjoyed, but he thought keeping it simple for this first time would be best. If they kept doing this, they could explore together. “I like being sensual ... then fucked with passion,” he whispered against Toby’s lips, slipping his hand under his underwear to really touch him.
Exploring each other’s kinks could be a lot of fun, but Toby would have agreed that that wasn’t something to get into tonight. He needed to learn Zach’s body first, understand what he liked and what to steer away from. His abilities usually prevented him from getting too far off course, but he wasn’t interested in using them on purpose. He wanted to learn how to read Zach without them, what each little moan meant, how an increase in pressure meant a request for more. Through his boxers, Toby could feel Zach’s cock, smaller than his own, but definitely bigger than he expected. He continued to rub it gently as Zach worked his hand into Toby’s pants and his own hand stilled for a moment as Zach squeezed him again. “I can do that,” he moaned as Zach’s hand slid into his underwear and around his cock. As hard as that made it to focus on anything else, he wanted to do the same. Toby’s long fingers slid into Zach’s boxers and he began exploring his body in earnest, careful not to overstimulate Zach in the process.
God, he already sounded so fucking hot to Zach. Maybe it came from doing so much cam work online or something, but he tended to get fixated on people’s voices, how they deepened and got rougher with arousal and pleasure. Toby had a nice voice anyway, but those soft moans were making Zach throb happily under Toby’s touch. When he felt Toby’s fingers against his bare flesh, he gave his own deep groan, his thighs spreading further apart to give him room. He knew his body was different than Toby was used to, smaller and much wetter, but the way he touched him was already making Zach feel lightheaded in the best way. He kept exploring and stroking Toby in return, already anticipating how his cock was going to feel buried inside of him. After a few moments of just touching each other, Zach started to feel trapped by his pants and restless for more, and he pressed another kiss against Toby’s mouth. “I want to taste you,” he murmured, slowly pulling his hand away. “Is that okay?”
It was becoming abundantly clear to Toby that they were still wearing way too much in the clothing department. He wanted to touch Zach without restrictions, wanted the ability to tangle their legs together as they kissed and feel bare flesh against bare flesh. And if Zach wanted to taste him, then he sure as hell didn’t want to feel trapped in his jeans a second longer. “Yeah,” he groaned, reluctantly pulling his hands away from Zach to rid himself of his pants and boxers. “Need less clothes.” Though it was his body he was freeing, his attention never left Zach, and his hands returned to him even as he was kicking free of his clothes. He wanted to explore even more of Zach’s body, to press his fingers into the hot slickness below his little cock and see how much more he could make him moan. Zach’s body felt somewhat foreign to Toby, a mix of what he was used to and what he’d experienced in the distant past, but it was no less desirable. In fact, the more he thought about it, it opened a whole new world of possibilities if they wanted to explore them.
Zach grinned at Toby’s eagerness, and he joined the awkward and annoying task of getting his jeans off, tugging at Toby’s a bit too to give him a hand. He hesitated for only a second over stripping off his boxers as well, old insecurity flaring up over his physical differences, but Zach took the plunge and pushed them down and off as well. If they were going to fuck -- and it definitely seemed like that was going to happen now -- then Toby should get to see him too. Zach was certainly appreciating the view in front of him, his gaze crawling over Toby’s bare body, from his long legs back up to the chest that had felt so nice against his own. Zach pressed in close for a moment, crashing their lips together in another hungry kiss while he relished the feel of Toby’s bare skin against his. He rocked his hips against Toby’s body to rub their cocks together, muffling another moan into the kiss. He did want to get his mouth around Toby’s dick, especially now that he could freely feel all of it, but he wanted to just enjoy this for a moment.
Toby’s eyes raked over Zach’s body as his pants came off, curious and appreciative of everything on display. There’d been a trickle of fear in the back of his mind that he might get to this point and find himself turned off, but that wasn’t at all the case. Zach was still hot, and visibly aroused in a way that was more masculine than feminine, and he had the stray thought that at least he was sure he could find his clit, something high school Toby had absolutely failed at. He almost said it aloud, but he didn’t want to offend Zach, and then Zach was kissing him and it ceased to matter. “Fuck,” Toby muttered against Zach’s lips as he kissed him back, hard and hungry. His hands pulled at Zach’s hips as he ground into him, the sensation of their cocks rubbing together sending vibrations of pleasure from his core outwards. Hot damn, he felt good, all lean muscle and scruff and sweat, and Toby couldn’t wait to fuck him.
It was already so much hotter than Zach had anticipated, and he was pretty sure he would be able to come right there, if they kept grinding for long enough. He could already feel the wetness spreading between his thighs and that particular ache to be filled. Now that all their clothes were off, and Toby was still rock hard and seemed into it, the last of the wary tension in Zach loosened up. This was going to be so good, and he wanted to let his guard down and get lost in it. He ran his hand down to Toby’s ass to grope and squeeze as they kissed deeply, until he just had to pull back. Zach started to move, trailing licks and nibbles down Toby’s body until he was pressing his lips against the dip in Toby’s groin. “This is,” he murmured, dodging around Toby’s cock to do the same to the other side. “A gorgeous dick.” Zach flashed a grin before just barely brushing the shaft with his tongue.
The groping and grinding against each other had been distracting enough that Toby had momentarily forgotten Zach’s request, and he thought about fishing the condom out of his pants up until the point that Zach started moving down his body. He leaned back then, unable to pass up the chance to have Zach’s mouth on him, and watched as he teased his way down his body and around his cock. Every flash of tongue or teeth against his skin sent shivers down his spine, making his nipples hard and his dick twitch. “Flattery,” he groaned as Zach’s tongue swiped up his cock, “will get you everywhere.” He’d barely even started and it felt amazing. He was going to have to watch himself, to call Zach off if he wanted to be able to fuck him as well.
Zach was also keeping in mind that he didn’t want to drown Toby in too much pleasure while he was down there -- he was dying to feel that gorgeous cock inside as well. But for the moment, Zach just wanted to make him moan. He curled his fingers around the base of Toby’s cock as he slowly started to explore it with his lips and tongue, eyes slipping closed. After several long licks, Zach wrapped his lips around the head and moaned softly as he slid it deeper into his mouth. He always felt so hot with a cock in his mouth, and the fact that it wasn’t Jai’s this time -- or made of silicone, since he wasn’t performing for a webcam -- only enhanced that feeling. Zach bobbed his head, sucking him slow and with an air of indulgence, careful not to push the pleasure too far, but enjoying every moment of it. They had all night, maybe he would get to do this again for Toby soon.
Toby groaned and shifted his legs a little further apart as Zach began to lick his way up his cock, his toes curling into the sheets. It was the perfect pace for foreplay, delicious, but also maddeningly slow, the sort of thing that would get him all riled up, but never actually get him there. Which was the point, at least this time. Toby was sure they could both enjoy getting each other off this way, but he wasn’t as sure about giving head this time around and he wanted to stick to something they were both confident about the first time around. After all, they had all night to explore, and a variety of rooms if they wanted to change things up even more. “Fuck, that’s good,” he muttered as he slid his fingers into Zach’s hair, letting Zach continue to set the pace. If things got to be too much, if he felt too close, he could always pull him off, but he thought he had a while yet before that became a problem.
Zach gave a hum around Toby’s cock in answer to that, his stomach fluttering with happy, horny feelings. He didn’t expect Toby to return this particular favor yet, since he was unfamiliar with Zach’s equipment, but he didn’t mind at all. He would rather be the one guiding them through and showing Toby just how good everything could still feel than putting him in an awkward spot. There would be time to learn. Hopefully. For now, Zach was more than happy to get him good and warmed up. He lingered between Toby’s thighs for a while, varying the pace a bit but never pushing him too far, until the ache in his core got too impatient. Zach pulled off of Toby’s cock with a soft pop and pushed himself up to crawl up the length of Toby’s body and kiss him again. He couldn’t help but rub his sensitive cock against the heat of Toby’s erection, and Zach gave a low moan. “You want to fuck me now?” he murmured against the other man’s lips. “M’so ready for you.”
It was so very easy to get lost in the feeling of Zach’s lips wrapped around him, his mouth sliding down his cock, stretching to take him all in. He was hot and wet and Toby’s thighs trembled as he held himself in place, watching through lowered lashes as he muttered quiet encouragements. Zach was so incredibly hot and it had been so long since he’d had someone’s mouth on his cock that it wasn’t long before Toby was squirming, aching for more. Then Zach was pulling off, crawling up him, and rubbing against him in a way that made him moan. “Wanna fuck you now,” he muttered back, hips grinding against Zach’s. He could feel how wet he was, something that was new and different, but also enticing, and Toby only broke away so he could fumble around for his pants, locating the condom in his pocket. Yes, he’d been hoping he would need it; he was prepared, not cocky. “How do you want it?” he asked, running his hand up Zach’s thigh and squeezing his ass as he returned to him.
Zach almost whined when Toby pulled away, but he realized pretty quickly what he was doing, which was being smart. Zach wasn’t sure if there were condoms stashed everywhere around this house like the lube, but he hadn’t seen any yet, and he’d been too anxious about coming out to Toby to bring his own. So he was grateful to see that little foil package between Toby’s fingers. Pregnancy wasn’t really a risk for them, but all the other good reasons to be cautious were still there. He arched his back a little bit without even thinking -- it felt unspeakably nice to be groped. “Let me ride you first,” he said, watching while Toby opened the condom and started to get it on. At this point Zach was pretty sure Toby was going to enjoy anything he did, but for their first time, he wanted to get things started himself. After he knew it was all good on both ends, then they could just follow wherever their desire took them. Once Toby was on his back with his cock sheathed, Zach straddled his hips, fingers straying down to tease his own swollen dick. Eyes on Toby’s face, he reached back with his other hand to take the base of Toby’s cock and line it up where he wanted it, then slowly began to sink down around him.
The threat of pregnancy hadn’t even crossed Toby’s mind, even now; it was just his training as a nurse that made him a responsible adult in this case, something that always seemed to surprise people. He was quick to get the condom on, then happily stretched out on his back, his hands on Zach’s hips as he guided him into place. There was something a little bit magical about the fact that he didn’t have to prep and lube Zach up, something that he appreciated even more as Zach began to slide down upon him. “Holy shit,” he muttered, looking up at Zach through half closed eyes. Toby reached out, running his finger tips down Zach’s chest, all the way down to where his cock pressed against Toby’s pubic bone. “You feel so good,” he smiled, lightly stroking the head of Zach’s cock. Being inside him felt so amazing that he wanted to share that with Zach in any way that he could.