None of that sounded bad and Jacob could all too easily imagine all of it. If he hadn't just had a mind-breaking orgasm, he'd probably be getting hard at the thought. "I kinda want to get tied up and kept that way for a while. I haven't been tied up often but it always feels like I get untied way too soon. Not sexual even, just... It's comfortable." It was a helpless sort of feeling but in a way that meant he didn't have to have control. Some might even say it was like meditating but Jacob hadn't ever tried that so he didn't know if it was comparable. "So if you ever gotta work from home you could just... have me over, tie me up with some ropes and ignore me for a while." He was grinning as he talked, like he was half joking but it still sounded so appealing.
That made Connor smile wider. It was such a simple request, but bondage was something he was really fond of doing for people, and he’d seen how therapeutic it could be. His work never kept him at home, but it could just be a day off, God knew he had plenty of emails to answer and things to sort out for his parents. Having a bound, relaxed boy in the same room or in the bedroom sounded rather appealing. Connor imagined putting down work to go tease him and slow-fuck him and then go back to what he was doing ... a human toy, just for him. It did make his crotch tingle. “I think I can manage that, for sure,” he murmured warmly, giving Jacob a tighter squeeze and some more gentle kisses. “And more. Anything you want.” Connor thought for a moment, then added, “Would you wear a collar for me? If it didn’t look like one?”
"I'd wear a collar even if it did look like one," Jacob replied and god, the thought of it made him feel warmer. Wearing something all the time to remind him he belonged to Connor would make his life so much easier in a way he couldn't articulate. "I don't care what people think of me, I'd feel proud of it." It would be nice if it was a secret one too, like a piece of jewelry, it would just feel a different sort of good. "So I'm really yours," he added, letting it all sink in slowly and pleasantly. "Best birthday ever," he whispered and bit his lip before tilting his head to kiss Connor’s cheek. "I want you to tell me if you don't want to be exclusive, I'm open to that but I don't really want anyone else myself, you know?" The idea of Connor inviting someone over to have fun with them was something he'd be into but seeing someone outside of this relationship didn't appeal to him.
Connor enjoyed hearing those words, especially in that subtly awed sort of tone. He nuzzled his face against Jacob’s, then pulled back to look at him again. “I have zero interest in anybody else right now,” he murmured, hoping that was reassuring. “I wasn’t even looking for this, much less more than one partner. ... but here you are.” The last part came with a warm smile, and Connor curled his fingers against Jacob’s bare back. “So I’m all yours, as much as you are mine,” he added, and pressed another soft kiss against Jacob’s lips. The most pragmatic part of him was still worried this was a foolish thing to do, but fuck if it didn’t feel so good and right. It had been a long time since Connor had juggled multiple guys he was dating anyway, and he didn’t think it was a good way to start out anything you might be serious about.