With his hands free, Jacob could finally wrap his arms around Connor and he did so, clinging as he kissed him back. He didn't know what it meant either, he'd had boyfriends before but it had felt more like the cool thing to do whereas this was probably stupid but it was what he really wanted. Maybe it wouldn't last for more than a month or two but so far it cut deep and wasn't that what really mattered? He felt stupidly happy at least, and a little wary too but that had more to do with the headspace he was still in. "If you want to be exclusive then I'm okay with not wearing a condom next time," he murmured against Connor's lips. He trusted him more than he'd ever trusted a partner before and there was something way more intimate about going bare even if it made more difference physically for Connor than for Jacob.
Connor smiled, shifting his hips a bit to enjoy the snug feeling of Jacob’s body still around his softening cock. “You couldn’t’ve told me that earlier?” he teased warmly. Connor knew how significant that was though, and he felt kind of honored. “We can get a test done first if you want. I know some doctors.” It wasn’t a far-fetched offer to make. It would be easy for Connor to just swab himself and send it off to the lab, he could even do it for Jacob too. He honestly didn’t feel like it was necessary, but he wanted to offer all the same. Connor kissed him softly again, then moved to gently pull out and shift off of Jacob and onto his side. Connor stayed close because he wanted to, but the boy’s legs probably needed a rest. He peeled the condom off, tied it, and dropped it into the little trash can by the bed.
It did feel good to relax again and the soreness in Jacob's body had faded into a good dull ache. "Do you need a test?" he asked though he suspected Connor was just offering to ease his mind. If that was the case, Jacob didn't need it. He trusted him and he trusted that Connor took care of himself. It didn't have anything to do with the fact that he was a doctor - a lot of doctors were crap at taking care of themselves - but more to do with what he knew of him so far. Connor took care of himself and so far he'd taken really good care of Jacob even if he had no obligation to do so. "I get tested regularly so I know I'm okay." He'd told him that already the first night they met in Point Pleasant but it bore repeating now that they were actually talking about skipping the protection. It made him wish they'd talked about it beforehand but the timing had been kind of perfect and impromptu. As soon as Connor had dumped the condom, Jacob shifted closer to him. He was absolutely wrecked right now, in the best of ways, and he desperately needed a shower but for the time being he just wanted to be close to Connor, to figure out where they were going with this.
Connor settled in closer too, tucking his arm under Jacob’s neck to cradle him close, pressing their lower bodies together. “I had my last ... five months ago, I think? And it’s been quiet since then, so ... I can go without if you’re comfortable.” As a physician, Connor had to think about shit like that, but he trusted that Jacob was telling him the truth. And if he was being completely honest, knowing that would mean he could be inside his boy bare as soon as possible was a factor. There was a tight warmth growing in Connor’s chest, something that made him want to hold Jacob tighter, more possessively, mark him as owned. He pressed a couple of slow kisses to Jacob’s face. “Would this be your first ... BDSM relationship?” he murmured, even though that descriptor didn’t feel quite right. Hopefully Jacob would know what he meant. Going into a relationship with those structures already in place was different than starting a vanilla one. Connor wanted to make sure Jacob knew he could speak up for what he wanted out of it.