Gain by having one? Honestly, I'm getting anxious just sitting here unable to do anything. I've always had things to keep me occupied but I feel like I might be going crazy? Kind of?
I want to be helpful so I don't have to think. I don't want to continually bother Mr. Amadeus for things, but I can be useful, if there's anything you need help with? I read fast, I have a photographic memory... I'm not good at social things but I can try.