Grant Ward is not a true believer (notanazi) wrote in saveatlantisic, @ 2016-12-16 09:54:00 |
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This was not the week I expected even for here.
Not enough Bourbon in the world. I get why people feel they want to go back but even if I had something to go back to. I'm not sure I would.
[MCU & 616]
Looked it up and it's not relevant to the other version of our world here. But everyone who needed to hear it direct from me has, and I don't ever plan to deny my past.
I've lied enough over the years.
I was Hydra. Not for their ideology, not for any Nazi bullshit but for some very specific reasons. Feel free to ask for those. Or look me up.
I was. I'm not now. Things at home got...bad. But the me here. The one with the memories of another world where things were good. I hope I started to make amends and I will here too.
If I ever lose those memories... Just kill me. It'd be a mercy kill at that point. I lost someone who was important to me and I think by the end I'd lost any hope, any grip on reality I still had.
...so, that. Is all I wanted to say. More than Id planned. But yeah.
That.