Elizabeth
I never want to go back because going back means death. This is the only place I have now so you don't need to worry about me not caring about staying. Though I feel I should say at times I do say things in the heat of the moment, I might threaten people but I'm too smart to actually follow through on them.
Honestly I think it was just the weirdness of this place. Sometimes weird things happen and we have to deal with the consequences.