KatKai
You have me, Kai. I said I want it all and I mean it. Do I wish you didn't care about her? Of course I do because it makes me feel like I have to compete with her for your attention and I know she's the route to getting your magic back and I know what it means to you so it worries me.
If that was all it should be then you'd be able to shut them off, you can't so just stop fighting them. I don't fight mine, you should stop fighting yours.